Two Steps Behind / Oh Sehun

Starting Over Again

I'm back to square one, I'm back to the beginning. I got tired of being sad and I wanted to escape this loneliness that I feel.
I wanted to be happy again, I wanted to enjoy life. But I'm stuck to this old feeling.
It's been what? 2,3 years? This is old news. Me being a messed and a big disappointment.
I'm tired of this feeling, I wanted to free myself. I wanted to laugh and smile without thinking what others would say about me.

But how do you know when you already have moved on? I guess it's a choice. I don't know either, maybe it is. You need to accept certain things won't go back to where they are.
And I guess it's my turned to flip the next page and start to fill the blank pages. I need to pick up myself again, maybe I won't be that girl that you fell in love with.
But I'm more way better than her.
One day, I'm going to say that I finally made it.

                               -WordsUnsaid