Little One-L.S.✓

No one else

~Chapter 6~

Harry breathed in and out deeply one, two times then finally turned his head to the side, his eyes immediately locking with those beautiful blue ones that held so much worry and doubt right then.

Harry figured that he might as well play with open cards as he always, in literally any given situations shared everything with Louis through his life so why should this be any different. They even text about what they eat on their days or what they dreamt the previous night.

"Everything is fine I guess I'm just confused."

"Over what?"

"How does one know if they're gay?"

"Have you ever thought about that?" After the first question the rest just poured out without a thought.

"Why did you kiss me if you haven't?"

"If you have then how did you know it?"

"Will this make stuff weird?"

"Am I weird for thinking about this?"

"Why..."

"Hazza, darling breathe." Harry did as told, stopping to take a sharp intake of air, only now realising that he forgot to do that, he continued staring at Louis expecting him to have all the answers.

"I cannot possibly answer all of that. However you feel is up for you to figure out and I wish I could help you, I'd do anything for you, you know this but I still can't." Louis turned fully towards Harry whilst staring at his hands that were fidgeting with each other.

"To answer the ones about me though I would actually consider myself gay. Sexuality is pretty tricky and at the end of the day you know that I've mainly ever did anything with girls but I wouldn't say I liked it. See for me personally when I was in sophomore year I was dared to kiss a guy and he wasn't bad and also looked pretty hot and when I kissed him it was different than any experience I've ever had before. You can love anyone you'd like, you can fall in love with someone's personality but what actually defines your sexuality is who you're finding yourself attracted to. It's raw passion and want. There's such a difference between being in love and loving someone, someone might be your friend, family whatever, it will never, ever compare to someone making your heart flutter as you feel yourself excited about their simple presence."

"How did you deal with all of that?...I'm scared Boo." Harry's voice came out raspy and wavering, though he wasn't even trying to mask his feelings. He knows nothing but this. Louis does make him feel like that.

Louis' heart literally broke as the younger lad stared at him with huge eyes, shining with tears and his soft voice cracking by the end. He immediately wrapped his arms around his angel and tried his best to comfort him.

Harry accepted the gesture gladly and buried his face into Louis' neck, feeling invincible right away.

"Do you think you like boys more than girls? It's alright baba I'll help you through whatever journey is waiting for you." Harry let the tears slip out of his eyes, feeling so much adoration for Louis. It was almost painful how much he loves him.

"I've never really had that thought Lou but I think I like you. Not girls, not boys, just you." Harry murmured not ready to face Louis just yet, he said it but definitely wasn't brave enough to see the reaction.

Long minutes have passed and with each Harry felt worse. It was like the silence that settled on them crunched him down just a tad bit more with each passing second.