Finding my way out ↠ l.h

Chapter 7

Madison's pov

I woke up to the sun shining in my eyes. I looked around and realized I was still in the small lounge, and i was still wrapped tightly in lukes arms. as soon as I tried move he started to wake up.

"Morning sweetie" he said as he kisses my temple

"Morning lukey" I said back

"Listen, Madison later on just me and you are going to take a walk and talk about some things on okay?" he asked

"Okay." I said back.

I walked into the small dining area and was greeted by a very chirpy Michael, calum and ashton

They all came up to me and gave me a bear hug

"I love you so much M-Dog" ashton said

"I would take a bullet for you any day" Michael said

"I wuv youuu em-dawg" calum swayed in a baby voice

"Haha I love you guys too" I said as I laughed

~towards lunch time~

As I was sitting on the lounge I felt my side dip down a little bit. I looked over and saw luke sitting there on his phone. he then turned to me.

"Watcha doin" he asked

"Just looking outside the window" I told him

"We'll maybe it's time we go for that walk, hmm?" He questioned as he raised his eyebrows

I took a deep breath

"Yea I guess" I sighed

As we were walking we were just talking about what I wanted to be in the future and stuff like that. we finally reached was looked like to be a cliff. it was a beautiful view, it was also very private and quiet. We went and say on the ground sitting accross from eachother.

"Ok, so listen madison, I want you to tell me everything ok?"

"Ok." I said back

"It all started when I was in 6th grade, and I was being bullied. that's when I started cutting and starving. people were calling me fat, worthless, attention whore. all the above and it was absolutely terrifying. I would sit by myself every day because i had no friends. they would yell. SLUT, HAG, BITCH and a ton more. I didn't get really bad until one day it was late and i was walking home and this guy pulled me into an ally, A-and r-raped m-me. that was the worst thing ever luke. I've never ever told anybody that. I tried to end my life that night but failed. I started burning myself, purposely bumping into walls, punching myself, cutting too deep, taking pills. you name it. and every night I go to bed and think, why me? why was it me who had to go through this mess. then somehow someway the school found out I was raped and told me I probrally hired that guy to take my virginity away because I was going to be a loner forever." I ranted on

I looked over at luke who was an absolute mess. his face was red and puffy, he had tears streaming down his face. violent sobs were escaping his mouth. that's when you cracked too.

Lukes pov

"It all started when I was in 6th grade, and I was being bullied. that's when I started cutting and starving. people were calling me fat, worthless, attention whore. all the above and it was absolutely terrifying. I would sit by myself every day because i had no friends. they would yell. SLUT, HAG, BITCH and a ton more. I didn't get really bad until one day it was late and i was walking home and this guy pulled me into an ally, A-and r-raped m-me. that was the worst thing ever luke. I've never ever told anybody that. I tried to end my life that night but failed. I started burning myself, purposely bumping into walls, punching myself, cutting too deep, taking pills. you name it. and every night I go to bed and think, why me? why was it me who had to go through this mess. then somehow someway the school found out I was raped and told me I probrally hired that guy to take my virginity away because I was going to be a loner forever." She explained

As soon as the word raped came up. I started sobbing. I couldn't belive my baby girl was raped and bullied. I feel as if I let her down by not being there for her. I crawled over and picked her up and put her on my lap.

"Shhh baby I'm here" I cooed

" And that's not all luke" she said

"Mom and dad also would beat me and accuse me of being a fat slut and a drug dealer, when in reality I wasn't any of those thing. right luke?" she asked

"Shhh of course not baby, of course not" I cooed as I rocked her back and forth. my sobbing died down as hers did too.

"From now on we're going to slowly build your appetite up and I want you to show my your stomach every night so I can check ok? it's for the best sweet heart" I cooed into her ear.

With that I picked her up so she was sitting on my hip and her arms were wrapped around my neck. and we started to walk home.