Finding my way out ↠ l.h

Chapter 12

Madison's pov

I was happy to he home that was for sure. But I still wasn't happy about some, and that was the fact that I was still alive. that I still wasn't home. meaning hell. yea I know if you kill yourself you go to hell. and I don't really give a fuck. he'll is probrally better than my life now besides luke and the boys.

The doctor gave luke this medicine to put on my wounds. My wounds were deep as fuck. plus the medicine hurt like hell. it was this purple color ointment (I know, like who the fuck would give someone purple ointment) and luke would rub in gingerly on and in I repeat in my cuts. One of the other boys would generally have to hold my body back while luke did this or else u would've bit him or something like that. after luke would apply the ointment he would wrap my arm back up in gauze and other weird shit then clean up and come over and cuddle me into his chest and say that I was strong and would rock me back and forth and tell me funny things about the boys to cheer me up.

"Hey Madison Addison wanna go out with me today" calum said

"Sure cally wally" I said back

Calum and I ended up going to the zoo.

"And that one looks like ashton" he pointed to the wallabies while laughing

"And that one with the big ass looks like luke" I pointnted to a giraffe with a huge ass

"Haha good one!!" calum high fives me

"Oh oh oh and that one looks like Michael!" I said pointing to a weird ass animal that had the body of a sloth, the head of a monkey and weird blueish hair

He and calum busted out in hysterics at the weird looking animal

Once we got out of the zoo we got ice cream and then went to walk on the beach

"Please never leave meeeeeeee" calum said in a baby voice

"Okkkkkkkkk" I said back

He picked me up and put me on his hip while I snuggled into the crook of his neck.

"I love you" I said just above a whisper

"I love you too" he said back

He walked for a little more until it turned I to dawn.

As we walked onto the tour bus I smelled my favorite food ever. Chicken Alfredo.

"I SMELL CHICKEN ALFREDO!!" I screamed

"Yup, all for you girly" luke said to me

I ran up to him and gave him a side hug and quickly took my bowl and engulfed the whole thing within minuets

"Well good to see you actually eating" luke said

"Yea I know" I said back cleaning my mouth and hands off

Once everyone was in bed. I got my note book out and started re-reading my letters to everyone. there was one for calum, michael, ashton, and most importantly, luke.

I only wrote them letters because there the only ones who would actually care if I died.

I started to get tired so I put my note book away and fell into a nice peaceful sleep.

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Short chapter, night💕