HAJARAH (ON HOLD)

Chapter 4

Assalamualaikum
2days peeps.
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I was dressed in black abaya with white crystal stones, i was spraying my favourite perfume when hidaya barged into my room, hidaya can't you say the salam before barging into people's room.
I am sorry sis, salamualaikum sis hajar mama asked me to call you.
Tell her im coming i said and kept the perfume.
Mama gani, kin shirya ne
Yes na shirya. Toh oya ladies let's go i heard abba from behind. We all laugh and went out.

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At the Bashir's
Assalamualaikum,
waalaikumussalam ah ahh ashe guest din ma na gida ne. You are welcome
I was looking from mama to her friend safwan's mom.
So safwan is alhaji bashir's son
That also mean hajia maryam my mum's friend is his wife. uhmm what a convo i said to myself.
We were giving a hearty welcome and the family were nice.
There i met this amazing lady who's same age to me. Her name is farida and second sister to safwan. Her older sis fatina (safwan's immediate sis) is married.
The men were in the living room chatting
The mamas were busy chatting about there hirar manya and hidaya was busy playing around with her new friends the twins fadil and fadila.
It was great meeting the Bashir's.
We exchanged contacts with farida and we left.

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At night i couldn't sleep because of the dream i heard last night.
I heard a knock on my door and then the door was open. I saw mama coming in she looks disturb.
Hajar me ya sameki ne, mama bakomai.
Don't even try that.
I didn't even know when tears started flowing
I rest my head on her lap and in between sobs i said, mama nayi mafarki kuma da fatima zahra a ciki. Mama it was surreal. Ita ce dai kamanta bai tafi ba amman ta girma. Her voice her calmness. Mama everything that happened 13years ago came back rushing into my memories, mama i miss my zahra mama...my throat went dry, my head hurts and the last thing i remember was holding my head with my left head then i blanked out.
I open my eyes to find myself at somewhere but not my room. I was in the hospital.
Abunda ya faru jia ya fara dawo min, it was bound to happen i said to myself. Then i felt my eyes tearing up.
Haba hajar shekara nawa kenan pls kiyi hakuri ki dangana. She needs your dua more than those tears.
Mama kinsan me nake ma kuka ba mutuwan zahra ba the cause of her dead, she died because of me. How will i ever forgive myself.
Aa hajar haka Allah ya rubuta bakida laifi.
Assalamualaikum hajia rahma came in, yawwa hajia gwara da Allah ya kawo ki please gata nan ke zataji maganar ki.
Aa hajar meyake faruwa ne
Toh ta sake mafarkin ne kuma she's crying again.
Hajia rahma whom i call umma and she's my second mother and the mother of my best friend/cousin zahra who died 13yrs back. She sits besides the bed and took my hand in hers
Umma nayi mafarkin zahra na ya baxan yi kuka ba, shhh haba my baby she's gone for good kinji hajar. Sabr habibty sabr kinji. I nod and smile. I love this woman so much she's been there for me through thick and thin. With that i fell asleep.

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Alhamdulillah i was discharged and im back home. I was in my room studying when i heard a knock
Yes come in and there noorie came in running towords me. Sisi na she said hugging me, oh my darling noorie how are you. Im fine, umma said u were sick i hope u r alright, yes habibty ya school ina yaya kb and my prince mahmoud
Yaya kb is at home and ya mahmud is with mama downstairs. Oya princess let's go see him.
Well noor is zahra's younger sister more like autansu and yaya kb is an older bro to me and yaya mutasim's best frnd and my prince Mahmoud is zahra's immediate bro. He's calm and talks less just like zahra that's why i called him my prince and his my favourite cousin.
We went downstairs to meet mahmud with mama chatting as if he's an adult. But when he saw me he immediately rush to me and hug me.
Yaya H dina are okay umma tace u were sick again please don't be sick plss sis he said and i couldn't hold back my tears so i let them flow and hug him back.
Hamudi na na warke I'm sorry for making you worried.
We gist for a while before they left.

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Okay now what's with hajar
What happen to zahra
Safwan...yau bamuji ka ba mr rude

See you soon huns😘😘😘