Please Don't Go - Ziam

Chapter 6

3 Weeks

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Zayn POV

We were at the doctor's, to check up on my health. We were in the waiting room, and I was moaning about how bored I was each minute. I bet Liam is getting annoyed by now. I'm bored. But at the same time, I was afraid of seeing the doctor. I was afraid of what he might say to me. Because ya know, I smoke. I've been secretly smoking when Liam wasn't around, and I know Liam would rage if he saw me doing so. I'm just afraid that my continuous smoking would reduce my time left on Earth, but I just can't help this. It's addicting. And to think this was the cause of the cancer, I'm still doing it. I'm killing myself. Help me...somebody....

"Zayn Malik? Doctor looking for Zayn Malik." A nurse said.

We got up and approached her. She led us to the doctor's room. I held Liam's hand, and he looked at me. "I'm scared." I said. He gave me a calm, sweet smile. "It's okay, Zayn. I'm here."

We entered the room and the doctor, Dr. Doyle spun his chair around and faced us. He was an elderly man, around his 60's. He smiled wide when he saw me. "Ah, Zayn! And I guess that is your good friend, Liam? Zayn has told me alot about you, young one!" Dr. Doyle cheerfully said. I blushed. "Yes, my name is Liam. Nice to meet you Dr. Doyle." Liam replied. They talked for a few, then we finally had the check up process. With that done, Dr.Doyle said, "All is still the same as before. Remember to control your smoking habits if you haven't been doing so. You won't wanna leave early, would you?". Wow, that was a little bit offending. But it's the truth. I'll be leaving soon, and I'm just making things worse for myself. If I told Liam about me smoking while he was away, maybe he could help me stop. But at the same time, he'd be so mad at me. Sigh. I need all the time I have left to do all the things I wanna do with Liam. I don't wanna shorten it.

1 Month

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"ZAYN. CUT IT OUT." Liam yelled at me an snatched the cigarette out of my fingers. I was desperately in the need to smoke, and I needed it so bad. "Liam! Just one puff. Idiot, give that to me!.."I yelled back. I have no idea what came over me. It's as though I was taking serious drugs, and I pleaded for it. I can't believe I yelled at him for it. But I can't believe he yelle at ME. I didn't mean to shout, I was just really needing the cig.

Liam threw the cig out of the window and walked toward me. Damn, he looked angry. Was he going to punish me? Was he going to beat me up when we were supposed spend our last few months memorably? He stopped right in front of me, so close that I could feel his breath. He looked down at me with his gorgeous brown eyes. They were full of anger, pure rage and disgust, but at the same time, they were caring, weak and loving. What he did next was slightly unexpected. He brought me into a warm hug. He nuzzled his head into my shoulder, getting comfortable. Aw. "Zayn. Don't you ever do that again. Don't waste your time smoking when you could spend it all with me." With that, he lifted his head and kissed my cheek. Man, I was remourseful now. Liam never stays mad at me for long, because he loves me. He might have yelled at me, yes, but it was for my own good. He just wanted to make these few months left the moments to remember. And I had to yell at him back, I was only thinking of getting what I wanted, but not what I needed to be doing. One of the reasons why I love Liam is because he is always there to lead me to the right path. All I have to do is to be strong enough to follow.

I started crying from my regret and Liam patted my back. We stood there at the same spot for what seemed like ages. I was busy sobbing into Liam's shoulder when he pulled away slowly. "Hey.. Let's go to Nandos."

Oh Liam.

1 Month 2 Weeks

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Liam POV

We were walking on the beach, while admiring the sunset and the beautiful yellow sky. Little birds chirping and flying everywhere. The water coming and retreating. Sounds of laughter and calls made by others at the beach. His hand was in mine and my hand was in his. We didn't speak. We were too busy gazing at this perfect place. I never thought a place as pretty as this existed. But I certainly never thought that my boyfriend would be the hottest man in the world.

I thought of taking a swim.

But I couldn't possibly just leave Zayn out because he was afraid of water. I held back my intentions and continued walking.

"Tell me what you wanted to say." Zayn said, breaking the silence. Wow. Was that look on my face that obvious?

"Well, I actually wanted to go for a swim, but since you're afraid of water..." Before I could finish my sentence, Zayn was dragging me to the water.

"Zayn? I thought you were afraid?" I asked, confused.

"I still am, but I'm willing to overcome my fear, just to see you happy." Zayn smiled. Aww. I love him.

We removed our shirts and jumped in. I gotta say, I drooled when he took off his top. Those abs. <3 Well, I've seen in many times before. But his body always seems to turn me on, no matter how many times I've seen it. That's something special about him that I love.

I got in the water first, then I brought Zayn in with me. He was slightly trembling as he set foot into the cold water. Aww. Scared little Zaynie.

Don't worry Zayn, I'll be here. I held Zayn in my arms, guiding him as we went further into the water. His trembling decreased as I held him closer and closer to my chest. When I could no longer feel the sand with my feet, I stopped as I knew Zayn would be as terrified as ever. Zayn turned around to face me. He wrapped his arms around my neck, and pulled me close. "You helped me be brave. I love you." Zayn whispered, and closed the gap between us. I felt like a superhuman. The kiss got heated and our kiss got really harcore. We pulled away for a quick breath, and resumed our kiss.

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He makes me wanna OH OH OH OH OH OH~ Hahaha xD Well, idk if you guys like this chappie or not. It's going all over the place. BUT WHATS GONNA HAPPEN IS SAD SO SOME OF YOU CAN PREPARE YOUR TISSUE PAPERS. Nah, I don't think it'll be THAT saddening until you cry. But yeah. Probably, I'll update again later. I have absolutely nothing to do today, so I can immediately work on the other chapter (: Till then,

--Sasha xx