Please Don't Go - Ziam

Chapter 9

3 Months 2 Weeks

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Liam POV

I stared out the window with tears streaming down my face. I was imagining life without Zayn and that life would suck more than ever. I knew Zayn was watching me as I cried but he too was feeling the same way I felt. Afraid. I was afraid losing him and he was afraid of not being with me.

Zayn POV

Watching the person you love cry because of you sucks. I felt so guilty but I couldn't do anything to help it.

I know he was thinking about how he would be able to survive without me. And I was thinking about how I'll miss him when I'm in the afterlife. Sigh. I wiped my tears away and went to Liam and hugged him.

"Whatever is going to happen, you will still be my Liam."

3 Months 3 Weeks

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Liam POV

Me and Zayn were cuddled together on the bed, with the door shut and light off. Truly treasuring this moment. We were both tearing and his face was sparkly because of his tears. I held him close and rocked him slowly from side to side. As I did, I sang a song to him called "Moments" by 1D.

"Shut the door

Turn the light off

I wanna be with you

I wanna feel your love

I wanna lay beside you

I cannot hide this even though I try."

Zayn looked at me as soon as he recognised the song. Ha. FANBOOY.

"Heart beats hearder

Time escapes me

Trembling hands touch skin

It makes this harder

And the tears stream down my face."

"If we could only have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time."

"You know I'll be

Your life

Your voice

Your reason to be

My love

My heart is breathing for this

Moment in time

I'll find the words to say

Before you leave me today."

Those last sentences sent Zayn breaking.

"Close the door

Throw the key

Don't wanna be reminded

Don't wanna be seen

Don't wanna be without you

My judgement's clouded

Like tonight's sky."

"Heart beats harder

Time escapes me

Trembling hands touch skin

It make this harder

And the tears stream down my face."

"If we could only have this life for one more day