Please Don't Go - Ziam

Chapter 15

Liam POV

I am very happy to say that me and Niall are going along really well now. We resumed our laughs, playful games, funny moments. Ah, if Zayn were still here, this would be better. Zayn, me love.

We were sat at the table, enjoying our late night meal. I had chicken and rice, and Niall practically had triple of what I had on my plate. But still, he managed to finish it all up before I even placed a scoop in my mouth. That is just awesome. I have always asked him to chew properly first, then swallow, but it seems that he had turned deaf toward my advices.

Then he started babbling something about Demi Lovato, his female celebrity crush. I felt a little tingle of weirdness in me. Now where did that come from? I hated this feeling I had. It felt similar when Zayn talked about how pretty Perrie Edwards was. Oh no. I'm experiencing jealousy?

"Liam, you look cute." I was snapped out of my daze by the sound of Niall. Upon realizing those words he said, I blushed faintly and felt butterflies flying in my stomach. Oh, stop it you.

"Really Liam, you look adorable."

I looked up and met Niall's blue orbs. They were so big and made me dreamy. I blushed so much that he actually noticed. He smirked. Oh no, I don't like that smirk. Even when it turned me on. I know he was about to do something sexual. Niall just kept that smirk on his face, staring at me. Then, it faded away slowly. I think he just remembered about that thing that happened. He looked down and stood up. He took hold of his plate and walked to the sink to wash the dishes. It was so silent then. Suddenly, Niall came out running and screaming. I couldn't quite make out his words, so I stopped him and questioned his sudden burst of energy.

"JUSTIN BIEBER AND ONE DIRECTION WILL BE ON TV." he shrieked and rushed toward the couch, bringing me along. He took hold of the remote and switched on the television, just in time to catch JB walking into view. Niall screamed when he saw JB, and nearly fell off the couch from jumping too much. I on the other hand, was slumped on the couch, feet sore from him dragging me previously. I watched in amazement as Niall eyed the screen with pure attention, those sky blue eyes.

After Justin's performance, it was time for One Direction, the boyband that Zayn had always loved. When they were walking on the stage, it brought memories flooding back to my mind, going back to the times where we ran around in the street, kicked balls in each others feet (SEE WHAT I DID THERE XD Changed lyrics abit). Those moments just disappeared all of a sudden, but the pictures of it was still etched in my mind. I was again startled out of my daydream when Niall shrieked as 1D sang 'What Makes You Beautiful', one of Zayn's all time favorites. It's so funny how they all kind of resemble us; Zayn, Harry, Niall, Louis and me.

Niall squeezed my hand that he was suddenly holding on to when there was a bromance moment while they were performing. FANBOY. He heaved a sigh of relief when they got off stage, because he was glad that his heart rate went from intense to normal. Throughout, I wasn't really paying attention to the tv. I was really just thinking about Zaynie.

Niall was now fanboying about how hot JB and 1D were. I just stared at him. Not really him, I could somehow see through him. Zayn was still on my mind.

"But they are not as hot as you, Liam." I heard him say. My cheeks went crimson red and eyes immediately shot to look at him. He smiled.

"Ah, now that I have your attention.." he continued blurting out the hotness of those boys. Oh, that jerk.

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Here I lay on my bed, still thinking about Zayn, but also Niall. Zayn. I love him. He was here by me for a long time. But he has gone away on his own now. Can't he just come back for a day? And Niall. The feelings I experienced when he does something cheeky, was exactly how I felt around Zayn before we got into a relationship. Little puppy love. Could it be possible that... That I am starting to like Niall? I thought more of it. How could I possibly like two people at once?

I placed my hands under my head. I recalled all those times Niall made me blush and get butterflies.

Yep. I know now that I officially had a crush on Niall Horan.

I wouldn't leave my feelings for Zayn. I'd never. I loved him the longest, and I would never have that love break apart. It would be as though betraying him. I swear I'll love him no matter what.

Even if Niall gets in my heart.

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Alloo people (: How ya'll doing? It is really cold here. Seriously. I wrote this at night yesterday, and I am too lazy to go add in more stuff, so my bad if this chapter is weird or anything. I was really sleepy that night, but I just HAD to finish off the chapter since I've started on it. If I delay, I'd soon forget the main story of the chapter and I'd be doomed to rethink again ;p Chapter 16 out ASAP. ;D Till then,

---Sasha xx