Please Don't Go - Ziam

Chapter 1

Zayn POV

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"Why is my turtle missing a foot?!" Liam yelled from downstairs. I was in a total slumber, until he woke me up. Geez, it's like 3 in the afternoon. It was way too early for anyone to be up. Anyone like me to be exact.

There has been no one else in the house except for me and Liam, so there was no way the turtle's foot could have gone missing. I was sleeping and Liam would never hurt any of his turtles. Maybe the turtle just purposely detached it foot to see Liam squeal. And he sure sounds cute when he does. Uh, ahem. I said nothing. I got out of my bed and rubbed my brown eyes. Liam was now at my bedroom doorway, holding the tiny turtle. It was definitely missing a foot. Only three were sticking out. Liam looked as though he was about to cry out loud. Whoa, fella. Take a chill pill, mill mill, bill bill, till ti-

"WHAT HAPPENED?!?" he sorta yelled. Wow he's never like that. But I didn't do anything wrong, so I have a reason to talk casually.

"Hey, I did nothing, I swear. Are you sure you're it's not hiding its foot in its shell?"

Liam stared at me for a moment. Then at the timy turtle in his big hands. Liam poked the area where the fourth foot was supposed to be, and out came the tiny leg. Then the turtle started flailing its legs back and fourth, as though trying to get out of Liam's grasp. Li just muttered an "ouh" and went out. Haha. That was kinda cute. Ahh, my mind is screwed.

I took my towel and walked to the bathroom. Yeah, we live together. Our three other friends, Louis, Harry and Niall have seperate apartments, but me and Li couldn't bare to live without one another, since we were so close. W00ts. As soon I was done showering, I went out and saw Liam on my bed, a notebook in his hands. Wait... Is that.... Oh no. Oh no no no. That was my book! I wrote so many secrets in it! Yes, I have a diary, like a girl does. Whatever. I ran to him and snatched the diary away. He didn't look up. He had on a really blank expression on his face. Great. Just great. What if he read about me being in love...Uhh. I'll just say it.

I'm in love with Liam. Yes, I am not straight. Yes, I am gay. I didn't ask to feel this way toward him. It just happened.

I looked away once he turned to face me. Preparing for the worse, I suppose. My cheeks were blazing red and I could feel tears in my eyes as I was afraid of what might happen next. "Zayn." I didn't move.

"Zayn." he repeated with a little sense of urgency. Still, I stood there, stoned.

"Zayn, look at me, please." He said with a little hint of annoyance. I immediately made eye contact with him.

"Why are you crying?" he questioned.

"Liam, what you just read might actually have a big impact on us. I didn't want you to know so soon, but it looks like you already have. So I'll just say. I have already felt like this for quite some time now, and I hope you're not disgusted by me. I need you to accept this and I really hope we can still remain as friends. Just, please..." I started sobbing. I was afraid of what he might say. But he just looked at me with confusion. "What?" he questioned again.

"Oh come on! You read that part didn't you? It all came out too early.." I said.

"So you're saying you felt like stealing one of my turtles, and you did?"

I looked at him, mouth open. He didn't read the lovey dovey part?

"What?" I asked this time.

"Zayn, I read about the turtles.

We stared intensely at one another.

"But..." he suddenly spoke up, "that doesn't mean I didn't read anything else..."

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Yay! Ya like it? I'm not really sure of how to write about love and all. I prefer writing about adventure, but nevermind! (: I'll try my best to write at my awesomest. I also don't think I'm that good with cliffhangers. Practicing (: Pretty please tell me if you like it and want me to continue. (: Till then,

-Sasha xx