Please Don't Go - Ziam

Chapter 25

Liam POV

It's almost a year since the passing of Zayn.

And around several months in a relationship with Niall Horan.

I love my Niall like how I love my Zayn. Why am I always having these questions? I keep thinking that if I get along with Niall, I would be betraying Zayn. Even though he's not here anymore. And if I say I love Zayn, Niall will think I don't like him. Ughh. I need to get one of them out of my head. Honestly, I wanted Zaynie back. Not that I didn't want Niall or anything, I just missed being with him. And I missed him alot. I missed the soft snores of his every morning, his laughter that makes me want to laugh too. If only he didn't have that sickness.

I felt arms wrap around my waist from behind. Niall! I turned back and expected to see the little leprechaun, but I only caught a glimpse of Zayn's face staring back at me. Then he just disappeared like that. The arms went away. The touch, everything. Sigh. This was just a figment of my imagination. I've been so used to Zayn hugging me like that, that even now I can feel him. We are like worlds apart and he is the one. The only one.

No. Wait. Why do I still choose him over Niall? Zayn won't be coming back, and never will. I love Niall and he loves me. I love Zayn and I'm pretty sure he loves me back. It's time to move on, Liam. It's about time.

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I stood near the table, observing the little snowflake as he eats. Actually, I wasn't really seeing him gobble the food, I was just looking down his shirt. Wooo. Major turn on, people. The blondie must've noticed me as I saw him halt his nomming. I quickly shifted my eyes to a spider on the ground, so I'll trick him into thinking that I was staring at the little thing instead of his packs. I heard the door open and close. Now who could that be? I brought my eyes up and to my shock, it was Zayn, walking past me and up the stairs.

"ZAYN?!" I yelled out without knowing. Then like before, he disappeared again. I ran to the spot where I last saw him and checked around. I felt a hand run over my shoulder and I spun round, screaming Zayn's name. I thought it was him, but it was just good ol Niall. He had a really confused look on his face. He had an eyebrow up.

"Lili, are you okay?" he asked with pure concern. Wait. HE DIDN'T SEE THE BRADFORD BOI?!

"Didn't you...Did you.." I kept stammering without a stop and at last, fainted from too much words in my mind.

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I woke up about 3 hours later on Niall's bed. He was asleep on my hand like a kitten. My head was going in circles and I could barely think straight. Terrible headache plus extreme hunger equals worst situation ever. Ugh. I unexpectedly sneezed, throwing Niall off. I'm sorry dear! Inserts crying emoji. Niall stretched back up and had a really enthusiastic personality all of a sudden.

"WHO HIT YOU, BRUH? OMG WHAT HAPPENED, ME TIEN!! TELL MEEE"

He ran around the room screaming out all kinds of nonsense. What's up with him? Despite my throbbing head, I jumped up and and ran to him, my arms outstretched in front of me and I said,

"Captain Turtle commands you to stop!"

He ran closer and closer. He almost looked like he wasn't gonna quit running. Well, I hate it when I'm right. He just knocked me down and ran over me, now howling. Seriously, this guy has got a severe case of overusing his energy. Then I thought up of something.

"NIALL! FOOD"

Within seconds he came bolting back like lighting. I put on a nasty smile. Tricked! But he just bent down and licked my face like a dog and chewed on my ear. He thought I was his food.

"AAARGH!"

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Guys hohoho! :) I was sick today and I didnt attend school so I had plenty of time to write this chappie, although I was having a really high fever. I based this chapter on my day today xD So yeah! :) Chapter 26 will be out..

Till then,

--Sasha xx