Ａｌｏｎｅ //Na Jaemin//

Broken

I ran and ran until I reached the bathroom far away from everybody.

I cried and cried until I was sobbing, but no tears were falling

Your P.O.V

I heard. I heard everything. I've seen you two. And I saw everything...

Congrats.I'm happy for you two it's just that right now, I don't feel good. I feel sick to my stomach.

My stomach is starting to turn. I think I'm gonna throw up

I ran to a stall as fast as I could..and threw up everything.' I don't even remember eating...

I tasted blood 'I probably scratched my throat' I thought...

I flushed the toilet and washed my hands and mouth, sprayed perfume on, ate a mint and wiped my tears...I walked slowly to my classroom as blossom petals flew in 'hmm... I guess people did open the other windows'

As I was walking silently my train of thoughts invaded and all of my thoughts were about you and her

You two looked perfect together and I knew one day you guys will be together..you guys are now.

The walk felt long and every step grew heavier and heavier as I get more close to the class and I couldn't help but put a sad smile as tears flowed

Every time I get sad I always remember this saying 'Cry me a river', but I've already cried an ocean.

'I'm happy that your smile grew, but sad that smile isn't for me'