Ａｌｏｎｅ //Na Jaemin//

I'm so happy

Your P.O.V

I should let you go...

There is no point in liking someone who already is in love with someone else. That is just pointless and cruel to try to steal someone who already has someone in their heart...

I want to let you go I want to not love you anymore, but I can't, you were my only source of happiness and when that source of happiness is gone The person who relies on it will soon get lost from their emotions and suddenly feels jaded...

I should not love you

But your fangirls who always looks at the classroom window to get a glance of you or photos or even show you the poster they made you..and sent you confession letters just can't get the memo that you are taken..but I do so I'll just try to stop these feelings...

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I tried... I really did but the more I try to conceal my feeling the more it grows and I hate the fact that I'm still in love with you ... I want to hate you ...I want to not love you anymore, but my heart is just too stubborn to get that.

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I saw you with your friends in the cafeteria and you were with Hina holding her hand.. and It broke me, but you know what was worst?

when you put your arm around her and you both looked at each other to have both of your eyes lowered down to both of your lips and have them connect.

"yay," I said quietly while my voice quivered and my sad smile form, playing with my food with a fork with my arm cupping a side of my face as tears were threatening to fall, I turned my head away...

"I'm so happy," I said as tears slowly fell while a sad smile plastered on my face.

"I'm very happy"