Ａｌｏｎｅ //Na Jaemin//

Jealousy

Na Jaemin

Hurt

Pain

Anger

Confusion

Repeat.

Thats what was going through my mind as I saw the them talking, laughing, I wanted to take him by the collar, to drag him away from her..
'Why do you do this to me" I thought as I kept my sharp glare on them two..the only thing that ran through my head was 'get away from her Haechan' but I couldn't bring myself to say it..I looked to my arm to see my sleeping girlfriend, she moved a bit looking up "Tired?" I questioned "Does it look that obvious?" we chuckled lightly I looked back at the two suddenly feeling my head burn with anger and my stomach aching.

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||flashback||

"Y/N there's always voices that tell me to go away..that everybody hates me..and I hate it.." Jaemins's younger self said

"Don't worry, to me you are the most amazing person who I love" She said sweetly.

||End of flashback||

As a kid he never knew what the feeling of love was.. and he still doesn't. Time passes and people forget. Maybe that's what happened..we forget the ones we loved the most...

He looked up to see Haechan hug her..she was blushing. He was smiling. Jaemin felt a sudden wave of emotion run through him..

He felt happy

but also sad

Happy that they're finally talking more... Reaching the first stages of love, but sad because he finally noticed his feelings for her when it was too late...

'(Full name) I hate you..' he thought

I looked towards my lap to see Hina.

I love you..right?

~

" Falling in love hurts..especially when you finally hit the ground"