Thank You Doctor

Sorrow

I am looking at my child's face while drifting in deep thoughts. Why am I alone in raising you? You deserve so much better. You deserve a father. But I guess some people are just unlucky.

My chest pained as I remembered how her father had hurt me. I was weak emotionally and physically. I thought he is the one. That's why I gave him everything. But as time passed by he become emotionally lazy.   He just didn't care anymore and he seems to be over me in such a period of time. I thought he was just boref because I'm pregnant. I thought he was just seeing me so ugly and fat that's why he sees no thrill in me anymore. But no, the moment when I saw him naked with another woman in our bed my word was shattered. I was 37 weeks pregnant that time.

I thought I had every right to become angry in that situation but I was wrong again. When I lost my cool and I slapped him and slapped the girl everything happened so fast.

Flashback

I was crying at my bestfriend's house. I told him everything. How that man had treated me the past months. He treated me like a shit. He didn't care if I'll be hurt by his words nor he didn't care about my well-being.

Daniel comforted me and said everything will be alright. After the long hours of drama I went home. Only to find out that my baby's father is sleeping with another woman. I was angry. Rage was eating me.

I fuckin snapped at them. I went to that man first. I slapped him. I punched him. I let my rage all out on him. Then I went to the girl and did the same. I didn't know that was a wrong move. That man lost it and punched me. He punched me over and over again. I felt my head numb. He kicked my belly. My baby. Our baby. He kicked me. Then he pulled my hair. He pulled it so much that it caused my body to be lifted from the floor. Then he whispered to my ear.

"You witch! Do you think I care about you! No! That's not my child! And you are nothing to me!" Then he slammed me against the wall. I felt my head almost broke. Then everything went black.

Next thing I knew, I was in a coma for 3 months. I woke up and I already have my daughter. Yes, I was sleeping when my baby was born. And I missed 3 months of her life. I was so stupid that I almost lost my baby.

Since then I never saw that man again.

"I promise you I will never let that man go near us again. I will do everything in my power to raise you alone. I hope you'll understand soon"

I didn't even realize that I was sobbing. I was so lost in my thoughts. Yes, I am always alone in raising her. And I will always be. But that will not stop me from doing everything for her. She's my life now. I will do everything even if it's so hard that there were times when I was thinking on giving up.

I kissed her forehead and let my nose touch her nose which we called nose to nose. I moved in a very slow and quiet way for her not to wake up and when I was about to jump out of his bed I noticed a shadow on the floor.

Shit. When i raised my head to see who it is, it is my daughter's doctor. What a great day Sakura. Way to go.

I wiped my face then fixed my self.
I offered him the best fake smile I could do.

"I'm sorry doc I didn't notice you are there. How long have you been standing there?" I asked laughing awkwardly.

"About 15 minutes. Anyway, I just forgot to say that Naruto will come here later." He replied.

15 fuckin minutes?!! And he did nothing ?! Did he see me in that way?!! Ugh. Get a grip Sakura. He's saying something.

"Uh yeah. Oh wait?! Naruto?! The Hokage? Why would he come? " I asked. That is so unbelievable. Why would the Hokage in the Village visit here?

"I don't know. He kept on bugging me so I gave in. Anyway, ask the house keeper late to change your pillow cases. I bet they're wet." He said then went out.

I was staring at the space he had been standing for a good long 20 minutes. Can I just kill myself?! But how could he?! Ugh. I cannot do anything but be shy. He's my daughter's doctor so just deal with his cockyness.

What now?