I hide the fact that I want you forever
Keeping it all under lock and seal
Worried your love for me's not quite the same
I bury the truth about how I feel
What would I do if it all came out
How could I live with the truth
The confirmation of this vicious doubt
I'd rather not know you still love her
I'd rather believe I'm your one and only
I'd rather not know my future
Was a future destined to be lonely
So I'll keep my truth locked up inside
Protecting me from what I cannot know
Until I see it's safe to come out
Maybe one day deems it ok to let go
Until then, I'll love you harder within
Hoping a forever might be
Hoping you feel the same
Hoping for the day...you show me
4/15/2018
