Lost And Afraid

Jung Hoseok // Backstory

Jung Hoseok born on the 18th of February in the year 1996. By his 3rd birthday, his family went to Disneyland in Paris, where he was abandoned, by the time someone found him he was forced to travel a long distance just to reach the Korean Embassy in Paris, this was a very heartbreaking experience for him. He got forced to enter a plane without his parents. Once he reached Korea, he was placed into the foster system, this wasn't good for him. He went into many homes who just used him as s makeshift slave and somehow thought a 5-year-old boy could do everything around the house. 

Just by coincidence, his grandmother happened to adopt him. He was filled with Joy, but the pain of abuse and abandonment was still with him. Which caused the young boy to fall ill, he was soon diagnosed with Munchausen syndrome. This is where someone falsely claims that someone has a mental or physical illness. This caused havoc for his grandmother but she still tried to love the boy, knowing he had never felt that emotion. As Hoseok grew older he felt something was different. At the age of 13, Hoseok experienced feelings he never thought he would. 

All the boys in his class like girls, but Hoseok was different. He had fallen in love with the schools bad boy. Finding it difficult to tell his grandmother, he spoke to the school council. They told him to like who he liked, but not to expect feelings back. This shattered Hoseok heart, as he knew he would not have a chance.

At age 15, Hoseok was preparing to leave for New Zealand. Hoseok was majoring in Dance. He thought the best time to tell his grandmother would be a few months before he left. He built up his courage and decided to tell his grandmother that he was gay. The reaction she gave him was unexpected, he didn't expect that kind of reaction from the person who loved him dearly. She kicked him out, told him to never come back. This is when Hoseok was knocked into the deep depths of depression, he had already fallen into this trap but this time he couldn't escape the grasp of darkness.

Before heading to New Zealand Hoseok danced for this team called Neuron. They held underground dance shows for the outcasts. This is where Hoseok spent most of his time, dance helped him express his feelings. He earned money from some of the shows so decided to use that money and buy himself new clothes. He thought the better he looked the more that society would accept him for who he is. The time he spent with his friends was precious, if he were, to be honest. It was the best times of his life. But he was struck with that same feeling he had from when he was 13.

Hoseok had fallen in love with Jeon Jungkook.

Hoseok moved to Seoul and auditioned with BigHit. He then got the role as main dancer and rapper. He was moved by the love of his band members. Hoseok wished they would never leave his side like everyone else has.

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HEYYY GUYS SO HERES JHOPES BACKSTORY, HOPE Y'ALL ENJOYED. I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS ONE. OMG BROOKLYN ACTUALLY WROTE A CHAPTER. IM VERY SURPRISED. WELL I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER SEE YA WHENEVER 

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