Lost And Afraid

I need help and I need it now *2*

"I am in charge of how I feel and today I am choosing happiness"

Beth's P.O.V

I woke up to the noise of RM's phone buzzing. I looked over his shoulder and saw 'Jess'. I pouted and took his phone. I used my fingerprint and unlocked it. I scrolled through his contacts and stopped on 'Jess'. I got out of bed and rang the number.

Beth: Hi, whos this?

'Jess': Um this is Namjoon right? We spoke yesterday...

Beth: I'm sorry but Namjoon is my boyfriend so if you wouldn't mind deleting his number that would be fabulous.

'Jess': Well.

She began to speak to me like she was concerned. I hung up the phone and placed it back on the side table. I wonder what this boy is really up to...

Rap Monster's P.O.V

I couldn't wait to go touring today, its one of the things I've always wanted to do. Thoughts were running through my mind on how I was going to propose to Beth. I've told all the members about it but they think it's too soon. I rolled over to check the time on my phone it read 06:13 am. I jumped out of bed but felt that something was off. I took my shorts off and got into the shower. I began to sing some of the newly released songs until I heard Beth wake up.

"Morning Baby!" I popped my head around the door to catch her before she left for breakfast.

"Morning sweet" she shouted while walking out the door before she left she looked at me with a bothered face. I wonder whats on her mind?

Jin's P.O.V

I grabbed Beth's hand as we skipped down the corridor. Breakfast was my favourite time of day, there are 2 reasons. 1. We all spend time together 2.FOOD! Beth is 'one' of my best friends we do everything together. We flirt together, but I'm definitely not a love interest to her what so ever. She has Namjoon and if anything happens to her he's dead.

As we arrived at breakfast I saw Jhope sat on the end table eating cereal. I nudged Beth's shoulder and we went to sit next to him.

"Hey, sunshine!"He pulled a fake smile and carried on eating, I've never seen him so upset. Beth walked to the buffet and filled her plate to the brim. She placed her plate on the table, and may I say there was a lot of food! I grabbed J hopes hand and began to pull him. He flinched and told me to get off him. He then dropped his spoon on the floor and stormed out leaving everyone gobsmacked.

JHopes's P.O.V

My alarm went off beside me, it was 4:00. Honestly, I don't know why I set it that early. I turned over to see the youngest member of the group. Pure, innocent Jungkook. There was nothing wrong with him he was perfect. I've never come out to anyone that I was gay. It wasn't a thing I was proud of. After my parents left I stayed with my grandma, she was very homophobic and would disown anyone she knew that were Bisexual Gay or Lesbian. When I told my grandma I was gay at 14 she said I will be sentenced to hell and my body would slowly rot away in my grave. She kicked me out of the house and said the words I never wanted to here, "NEVER COME BACK!" That was the last time I ever saw one of my family members. People would say 'Aww you have a family now with BTS whats wrong with them' and my answer would be to them' it's not them it's me..' I walked to breakfast and served myself 1 bowl of cereal, I sat there for 2 hours slowly eating and crying in intervals until I saw Beth and Jin walk into the canteen. Jin looked at me concerned and waddled over to me. He looked at Beth and she shrugged and walked to get food. She came back with food piled on top of the undersized plate. Jin pulled my arm to go speak but I retaliated and stormed out. COULDNT HE SEE I WASNT IN THE MOOD...