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✛Ashton's POV✛
I'm pissed. I can't fall asleep. I don't know but I was mad at Giana. I'm jealous that the fact that fucking Luke kid is there to hold Giana. That he's there with Giana having fun and that should be me. That should be me with her right now. This is unfair. I wish she didn't meet him. I wish I didn't ask her anything. And now she's with fucking Luke. I hate him already. I wish they won't hang out that much or else I won't be able to cook or sleep at her house. I know Giana. She won't leave me hanging. I'm her friend. I wonder what she's doing right now. I looked at my phone and checked the clock it says 1:48 she's probably asleep now. Wait, this isn't my phone. I opened it thank God it has no pass code. I checked the pictures and I saw Giana and Luke laughing happily. I quickly locked it and just stared at the phone. They hung out. She was with him all day. That should be me with her, taking pictures with her, laughing with her, but no, It was Luke. I guess she doesn't need me anymore. She has a new friend anyway. And I'm pretty sure she's happy with Luke. I should go back to the old Ashton. The cool one. The flirty one. The hot one. The Ashton Irwin. I guess it's much better that way.
I dressed up and smiled at my shirt. It was Giana's shirt. I went down to eat breakfast and left for school.
Once I arrived school hallways I did what I usually do. I passed by some girl and had a few make out sessions. Can't help it, sorry not sorry. I saw Giana walking towards me and I pretended that I was interested about what Megan was talking about.
"Irwin." Giana smiled at me.
"What do you want you whore!" Megan laughed at her. I looked at Giana and I saw her face full of sadness. I know this. But somehow I didn't know what to say. I was speechless. I'm such a coward.
"Since you asked I just wanted to tell you to go fuck yourselves." Giana said holding her tears back and walked away swaying her hips. I smiled at what she said. She stood up for herself. I looked at Megan and her face was priceless. She just got bitch slap by Giana.
"I fucking hate that slut." She mumbled.
"She didn't do anything wrong Megan. Didn't I tell you to leave her alone?"
"What's up with you and her anyway?"
"Nothing." I walked away and went to my classes.
Time flies so fast. I saw Giana walking with Luke. Where are they going? I think she's heading home with Luke again. I wish I was with her. I shrugged my thoughts and flirted with a few girls for a few hours and head home. I feel like shit. I miss her. I miss hanging out with her. I looked at my phone and I saw 2 messages from Giana was sent like 1 hour ago. How long was I thinking? What does she want now?
'We need to talk Irwin.'
'My house now.'
This looks serious. What does she wants to talk about?
'What about? :)' I messaged her.
'Just please.' I think this is really serious. But I need to keep my distance. What if Luke's there? I don't wanna see his face. So I decided to lie.
'I cant. Megan needs help with her homework. Sorry. :)' I regret what I just sent. I couldn't make any excuse. I know she would hate me because of this. Why didn't I think of 'i'm helping mom with groceries' or just tell her the truth. God I'm stupid as fuck. I fucking hate my life.
'oh..okay' Okay now I feel bad. When she doesn't add any period after her messages that means something is wrong or she's mad. What if she cuts again? What if she really needs me? I got up and went to Giana's house. I knocked at the door and Luke opened the door. God dammit.
