Feeling Your Love

Chapter 4

Another month has passed and it's only a week until it's Thanksgiving day. Mum and I are having Thanksgiving dinner at our flat and we're having Lou, his mum, Zayn, Liam, Niall and all their mum's and Perrie, her mum. All of the mum's have decided that they'll bring something for dinner that day and what they are bringing. I'm just excited to have my boyfriend and our mates there to celebrate the holiday together. It is the first holiday of many that I hope to celebrate not only with my mates but the love of my life.

We have this whole week off from school for the holiday and that makes me excited since I plan on spending every single day with my beautiful boyfriend. Lou hasn't been feeling very well that last few weeks though. I'm getting a little worried about him. He's been vomiting every morning for the last two weeks. So, I've finally convinced him to go to the doctor and I'm taking him to his appointment later this afternoon.

I'm currently on my way to pick Lou up to take him to the appointment. Once we've kissed hello and settled into the Jeep we head toward his doctor's office. I notice Lou is bouncing his leg, so I lace my fingers in his while driving with the other hand. We arrive at the doctors office fifteen minutes later and I relace my fingers with him as we get him registerd at the front desk.

Ten more minutes and we're finally in an exam room waiting for the doctor to come in now. Thankfully Lou's doctor knows sign language so he can directly talk to Lou and figure out what's wrong with him, hopefully. Five minutes later the doctor comes in, and I introduce myself to the doctor before him and Lou start talking. The doctor has Lou urinate in a cup and afterwards he wants Lou to get his blood drawn so he can figure out what's wrong with my Lou. I hate that he's sick and we don't know what's wrong with him.

Twenty minutes later we find out what's wrong with my Lou. The doctor comes back into the exam room. "Congratualtions, Mr. Tomlinson, you're pregnant!" the doctor says as he signs. I feel my jaw drop as I look at a wide eyed Lou.

I see tears filling Lou's eyes and at first I think it's because he's unhappy about the baby but boy does my sweet boyfriend prove me wrong. Lou turns to me with a huge grin as he signs, 'We're going to be daddy's, Hazza! This is great!'

Grinning at my little Lou I lean over to give him a gently kiss. 'This is beyond great, my Lou!" The doctor then performs an ultrasound and we see our little bean that's growing inside Lou along with a couple of pictures and informed that we need to make an appointment with an OBGYN that is in the same building when we leave today. After making the appointment as we sit in the Jeep both Lou and I are staring at the ultrasound pictures in awe.

The condoms that we used one of them had broken while we making love the very first time. According to the doctor Lou is almost five weeks pregnant, he'll be five weeks on Thanksgiving day and that's when we decided to tell everyone is during dinner. I know our mum's will be dissapointed but I'm one hundred percent positive that they'll help us if we need it. I know we're young but we'll make it work. We talk in the Jeep before we leave the doctor's office.

The rest of the week rushes by and before I know it, it's Thanksgiving day and I've been up since 6 a.m. with mum helping her prepare the food for today. I'm excited yet nervous about today and letting everyone know about our little bean that is going to be here in 8 months on or around July 22nd.

Six hours later everyone starts arriving at our flat for the day. The first time the doorbell rang, I take a deep breath before letting Lou and his mum inside the flate with a smile and a hug to Johanna before Lou launches himself into my hold. Before I shut the door Zayn, Perrie and thier mums are at the door. Ten minutes later Liam, Niall and thier mums have arrived.

Two hours after everyone has arrived we have the food set out and everyone is preparing thier plates and finding seats at the dinning room table. Partway through dinner, Lou and I look at each other with a smile and I pull the two ultrasound pictures out of my front jean pocket and hold it in my lap.

Clearing my throat gaining everyones attention. I sign for Lou as I speak to everyone else, keeping the ultrasound picture in my lap. "I wanted to say that these last few months have been the best of my life." I turn to Lou when I say that with a smile for him. "But this week I found another reason to be even more thankful. I know what I'm about to announce will be a shock but I hope that no one will be dissapointed in Lou or I becuase we're going to need all the support we can get. Our plans haven't changed because we know that we can attend Uni and raise a baby together. It won't be easy but we know that we can do this." I take the pictures from my lap and hand one to each of our mums.

The whole room is quiet, so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. Glancing at Lou I give him a smile and a gentle squeeze of his hand before looking back at our mums. My mum was the first one to break the silence. She has tears in hear eyes as she says, "I'm not exactly happy about the news but I'm not dissapointed and you know I'll help however I can." I turn to Lou with a smile that my mum isn't as angry as I thought she was going to be.

Lou's mom didn't have the same reaction as my mum though. She just kept staring at the picture in front of her. She lifts her eyes from the picture before she glances at Lou before turning her eyes to me. "I told you not to knock up my son!" she seeths at me.

"Mum," Lou says verbally. "He didn' do this deliberaly, can talk ofer room?" Lou finishes as he stands and heads toward the living room. Johanna stands and follows him.

Ten minutes later the two of them return and Lou has a smile on his face. Johanna apologizes for her outburst as she sits down. "Harry, I'm sorry for my outburst at you. Lou explained everything to me. I will help however I can as well."

The rest of dinner went well and we chatted about the baby and then my mum surprosed me when she offered for Lou to move in with us and that we could convert the spare bedroom into a nursery for the baby until we move into our own flat.

Turning to Lou and Johanna I sign as I verbally talk, "Can Lou move in, I would love for him to be here everyday? Lou do you want to move in?"

Lou smiles broadly at me as he nods his head furiously before he turns to his mum. "Pease, mum? We're going to life with each other when we go to Uni."

Johanna looks like she's waging a war inside her head before she gives Lou a smile as she tells him he can but he has to promise to call at least once a week and we have to visit once a week as well to both we agree quickly. We figure that tomorrow we will pack up and move Lou into the flat.