Hello, it's me. I am sitting in a library, at a tall table so my feet can dangle. To my right is a crimson book with a golden feather imprinted on the cover. The spine says "THE Right to Write Julia Cameron". I have been reading this book; well really, I just started this book. But I'll get to the book again later. Directly in front of me is my laptop, on 88% battery life. Just out of view, sitting behind the laptop is the large yellow book jacket that belongs to The Right to Write. Just to my left is a stack. On the bottom is my paper and stress-filled school binder, and sitting on top of it is my copy of The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn and my cell phone. Below me is my backpack. It's purple and white, in a design that some graphic designer with dead cartoonist dreams probably spent at least an hour making so my backpack could be mass-produced. Wow, that was extremely depressing. Inside my bag are all four of my individual class binders, two composition notebooks, a to-do list, a graphing calculator, a water bottle, my wallet, earbuds, ruler, tissues and some gum. My backpack is heavy.
Anyway, back to the book. The Right to Write is a book about writing. Although I have not yet read it all the way through, I highly recommend. But that's not what I'm writing this for. I have three purposes, which I will reveal to you as I write. In the first two pages, Cameron describes her whereabouts, then goes on to explain: a good way to write
So as I was sitting in this library, at this tall table, surrounded by these books and binders, and electronics, I came to realize, as I sat with my books and binders and backpacks, what a hypocrite I've been. Every time I get on this app and check my library or reading lists, I come across books that are hardly updated, or it's been a while since they were updated. And every time I think to myself that they should just update already, and that they can't get annoyed at the readers begging them to update. But here I am, a writer who also has not been consistent in updating. And now I come to my second purpose, to apologize. I have been inconsistent, lazy, and hypocritical. I understand the frustrations of an author who does not update. So, I sincerely apologize, and I hope that you can forgive me, and understand my time constraints. I see that I am making excuses, and I see that I need to stop. That is why I am writing this. I don't want to give you another skimpy, useless, pathetic, generic apology chapter and go back to my old ways. So, I am going to TRY SO HARD to come up with a way to update at least once a week, because I don't want to be a hypocrite who judges others for not keeping up and then falls behind herself.
Now for my third purpose, to ask you what you thought of this. I am now wanting to maybe start a book of only these mindflowings. These are supposed to open up my mind and help me write. Now don't get too hopeful if I start this book every time I post a mindflow. I want to be an author, so I have other, original books in the works. But if you maybe enjoyed this writing here, just comment if you think I should make a mindflowings book.
Anyway, please forgive me and I love you if you're still hanging on for dear life in this roller coaster of a fanfiction update system ;).
3 purposes: mindflow, apology, propose a new book of my mindflowings
*signs out*
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Pillow (Drarry)
FanficThis shall be a one-shot. I don't know, I may expand it later, but for now, here is the summary for my one-shot: It's Drarry, what more is there to say? I figure you get the gist from the title and cover? No smut, but there'll be plenty of fluff! 😄...
