Please Don't Change (Fanfiction)

/22/ Edited (02/02/19)

Updated & Edited
February 2nd, 2019

xoxo

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hristine's Pov

My hands are practically shaking while in tears. I stood there silently sobbing as I grip tight on the paper that somehow appeared in front of me.

I know from there it is from Clifford.

I took a deep breath and decided to open the letter. I burst into tear after seeing his perfect cursive writing. He has practiced writing in cursive for years. I watched him frustrating before when he couldn't write everything in perfect.

But you see even in our world perfect is nearly impossible.

Dear Chrissyboo,

Hi Chrissy sorry for everything. I loved you since we were kids no buts or doubts, you made me smile and laugh and you're my weakness but I ruined our friendship because of my father's stupid-ness.

The demon is my real father though. I wish you could forgive me, I know it's hard but i'll wait forever. I love you from the very first day I met you and no one can ever change that oh before I go I want you to know I love you and I'll miss you.

Sincerely with all my heart, Clifford xx

I can't help but cry, he was my best friend but he betrayed me he was my long long crush but he broke.

After feeling this kind of pain I don't think I could ever love someone as much as I loved him. He was my Prince charming when I was the hopeless Princess. But with the things that turned out now I realize I am no Princess that needs help. What I need is love. Because love is something people need. Love is priceless.

I will miss you Clifford, I thought and continue sobbing.

You might be asshole but who knows? Your really a good guy you made me smile actually but then you still lied to me. Even though after all the chaos you've caused us I still couldn't bring myself to stop loving you. After all you're my mate.

"Why do you hate me so much Moon Goddess? What did I ever do to you to make me feel like this?" I muttered angrilu to myself.

"I hope your okay there down the hell or up in heaven, I will miss you so much" I whispered on the wind. I know for sure he'll get my message. No matter what happen you will always have a special place in my heart.

May you rest in peace, my love.

I already read his last message for about hundredth times. Here I am sitting by his grave crying alone.

"We need to go now Ma'am, Mr.Niall is waiting" My butler said gently.

"I'll be there in a minute" I said back and he nodded.

Clifford Clarence Lee

Birth: September 23, 1995

Death: May 21, 2014

Beloved Son and Best friend

"So i'll see you around then" I whispered to his grave with tears.

I love you Clifford.

I stand up and head back to the car.

"I miss you" I smiled and I know it's him.

"I miss you too" I mumbled back.

In time my wound will heal and I'll never forget someone precious as you.

I still love you Clifford and will always.