Please Don't Change (Fanfiction)

/14/ Edited (01/26/19)

Updated & Edited
January 26th, 2019

Note: I may o may have not added some stuff in the story. So to those who have read the 1st draft, I think you might want to re-read again.

Chapters has been edited and changed
xoxo

Louis's Pov

I plugged my earphone in and started listening to the song we've written 8 years ago.

Each and every lines keep hitting me like a ton of bricks.

My hands your hand
Tied up like two ships
Drifted weightless waves try to break it

Then I stood up and walk in to the room where I found Harry standing

"H-Harry?" I said as my voice cracked. Trying to sound normal but my voice happen to sound shit. Like it's obvious I've been crying over stupid things.

Like, being a jealous dipshit I am.

"What is it Lou? What do you wanna talk about?" He asked gently a he walks towards me.

I'd do anything to save it
Why is it so hard to say it?

Harry has been one of the most important person in my life. Just thinking of him without in my future feels like shit. It is shit.

I don't care what would the management think of us nor did I care. This is my life and this is the decision I want to take.

My heart your heart
Sit tight like books ends

Pages between us written with no end
So many words we're not saying
Don't wanna wait til it's gone
You make me strong.

I know many people just like our fans would be devastated about the news but I couldn't careless. I am hopelessly inloved and totally whipped by this gorgeous man beside me.

"Do you think you-you're Christine's mate?" I asked nervously but he just chuckled and ruffled my haird as if I am a child or something.

"Probably no" He answered with confidence then I smiled to myself. Grinning and thinking I have more chance to be with him.

"Why?" I questioned innocently as I could.

"Because I love somebody" He said and looks at me winking.

There goes my heart again.

Beating wildly as if I just finished running for miles.

I'm sorry if J say "I need you"
But I dont care I'm not scared of love
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker

"I guess that person is very lucky then huh?" I said as my heart shuttered into pieces.

Is it so wrong?
Is it so wrong
That you make me strong?

I will never had a chance to him, I thought to myself.

"Yeah" He said showing off his dimples and my heart fluttered again.

"Can you describe her or him?" I asked hopefully trying to sound cheery.

Think of how much love that's been wasted
Trying to escape it
Move on to stop their heartbreaking
But there's nothing I'm running from

"Sure thing Lou-lou. Where first thing is he got blue eyes, few freckles, quiff feathery hair and well probably he doesn't like me back" He explain and sighed while looking at the floor as if there is something. But wait a minute?

So baby hold on to my heart
Need you to keep me from falling apart
I'll always hold on

Did he just described me?!!!!

You're just dreaming Louis!!!!

"I hope I can meet him someday" I whispered giving him a smile.

"You already met him Lou, all you have to do is show it" He then said and walks away. Like what? What does he mean?

What does he mean?

I can see it's not me.

Maybe I still have a chance to show him that I love him??

Yes!!

Oh shit. It is me.

You make me strong.