Ginger Twin

A Little Space 4/17/18

My dear twin

Yes I am upset

But I'd rather not say

I'd rather you not fret

Though I wanna be alone

And don't wanna be near

I don't want you

To be sad or have fear

I still love you

I just need a little time

And from now on

I'll just complain through rhyme

I miss when I felt

I could actually talk to you

About everything

The happy and the blue

But you seem to not see

That I just need ears

Don't what you to fix it

I want held when I'm in tears

But you're getting frustrated

Unsure of how to aid me

And I'm tired of the judgement

That comes from your queen bee

Yeah sometimes I'm wrong

But my opinions still matter

And I'm done keeping peace

By constantly agreeing and trying to flatter 

I decided that guess what

I just don't care

And maybe we'll be close again

But for now I need some air

I feel completely opposite

Of what I usually was

I want mostly quiet and listeners

So I can explain I don't know the cause

I'm not sad, nor happy

I just feel emotionless

Except with a few

That keep me without stress

I'm sorry to say

Right now you aren't one

And you trying to help

Just makes me wanna run

You want to help

And I know you mean well

But good intentions

Pave the road to Hell

I'll just pretend

Everything fine

Because if I explained

She'd say the problem's mine

I'll just keep to myself

Until I'm okay again

And sing how I feel

Or write them down with a pen

I love you but

We need a little space

Go back a few steps

And slow down pace