Lips

Chapter 5

Home sweet home

The taxi ride to the beach front house was a quiet one not one of us saying a word; to stuck in our memories to say a thing

The houses and buildings old, big and very impressive I couldn't stop admiring them as we passed too early in the morning to show life but then again the odd one or two were out looking suspicious obviously up to no good

As we pulled up to a house the sound of waves crashing on the shore sounded as I opened the car door , peaceful the feeling of calm soaring though me

I love it

Welcome to my humble abode Anthony beamed at me

Well damn it's a mansion on the beach, the house is huge 
You weren't lying were you

No way i won't lie to you Mackyla  now let's get inside I'll show you around

Wow just wow lots of Windows open spaces a staircase huge room's
Just so you know Antony I'm never moving out

Laughing and shaking his head at me get some shut eye Mac it's almost a new day goodnight and sleep tight
You too Tony you too

It felt like I hardly slept the nightmares too vivid
The memories too daunting

Wet with perspiration, phantom pains too real to sleep again

Taking a shower and getting dressed making my down the curvy row of stairs

Anthony still asleep it seems the sun just peaking over the clear vast amount of water of the beach

It's time to get to know my new home starting with sed beach leaving a quick note I notice a cellphone and a note on the table

It's yours use it the acquired numbers are ready for use
Don't loose it
Don't break it
Be safe
Anthony
Ps don't kill anyone

Idiot I think to myself Anthony is a idiot smiling I close the front door with a audible click

Making my way to the beach watching the gentle waves in fascination almost in a trance
It's beautiful

Sitting myself down near the water on rocky terrain my troubles and torment at the front in my mind
After everything was said and done I'm still alone my demons
Still haunt me therapy after therapy , therapist after therapist

The sad part is I didn't choose this
I didn't get the choice

The song bursting from my lips faster than a bullet out of a gun casting my pain into the vast amount of water

My pain still very real, my emotions raw
I wiped my tear stained cheeks

Remembering the person I lost and miss the most

Me ......

I lost myself in the war that girl was strong
Powerful in her own right a force to be reckoned with

I have to find her or I'll drown in this pit
First things first I need a hair cut remembering my limp dead hair from this morning
Then clothes, the baggy clothing hanging lifelessly of my frame I look like a zombie almost dead

Then I need a ride
First things first picking the phone from my back pocket
I dialed a cab service
thank you Anthony

Walking back to the house to wait

Ten minutes later

To the mall please
The sympathetic look in his eyes grating on my nerve's
Asshole I know I look like a abused wife no need to make me feel like a leper I'm not going to bleed out in the back seat of the car

Can you please watch the road my words harsh in the silent car thank you

Getting out as fast as I can I watch as the taxi speeds away asshole

Wow the mall is huge , now to find a hair salon
Walking into the place

Loud voice's fill the atmosphere already the place is bursting from the seams but a distinct voice hushes out the others

Come on bitch if you can give it to them you can give it to me too one kiss then I'll let you go or maybe even a date I'll make you feel so good you'll never want them again watcha say

Grating my teeth i intervene

I would say let her go or you'll regret it greasy spoon

His surprised muddy blown out, high of his rocker eyes land on me a surprise laugh coming from his lips

Who the fuck are you bitch little girls should not bother themselves with things of a adult nature but by the looks of it you got more than bargained for so you want wat sanggy is getting, you look like your already fucked up

Just shut up you insufferable dipshit let her go or I'll make you
Fine without warning I grabbed his arm twisting his palm back flipping him over my shoulder lights out fucker pinching a vain in his meaty neck knocking him unconscious

Jeasuuus ain't he a dirty one
Tuning to the girl i say
Hi my name is mackyla but everyone calls me Mac nice to meet you
A whispering voice replies my name is sang thank you for helping me with Greg I watch as a shiver runs through her small body

No problem us girls should stick together are you waiting for someone or are you alone ?
 
Instantly the feeling of protectiveness blooming in my chest
Walking away from greasy spoon she replies

I seem to have misplaced my friends somehow in this endless void of people

Trouble...... Ttrroouubbllee!!!!!!

O shit Gabe found me his my friend

Her voice not going higher than a whisper I yell over here!!!
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