I walk into lunch and sit down with Travis. Everybody is staring at us.
"Don't worry about them."
I nod and start eating. Everyone seems to have gone back to normal. Travis grabs ahold of my hand under the table.
"Hey Sierra, there's a party tonight at some college frat. You HAVE to come!" Pauly says as she sits down with us.
"Uhm i don't know. You want to Travis?"
"Yeah sure. Sounds like fun. You need to get out of that house anyways." He lightly punches my arm.
"Okay okay. Yeah I'll be there at 10pm."
"Yay! See you there." She gets up and leaves.
I look at Travis nervously. I haven't been out in forever. And this is a frat party. Many things could go wrong! What if I get drunk. What if Travis does and does stupid things with a girl. Oh my god. He has to stay by my side. I don't wanna be alone.
[Twelve AM]
"Hey babe, you ready yet?!"
"Almost! Be patient niggfoo."
"Niggfoo? We making up words now little Ms.Sierra?"
"Yes, yes I am. Now let's go."
As we're walking our way up to the party I notice lots of drunk people. One person is throwing up in the bushes. Others are having sex in the yard. I pray for them.
"Hey Sierra! You made it! Commere."
Pauly pulls me away from Travis. Oh no. I don't want to leave his side. I walk nervously through the crowd wearing my tight red dress. It covers almost half of my thighs. Pauly hands me a drink and we all sit down to play a little game.
"So who wants to play truth or dare?"
Everyone cheers and says "Lets do it"
"Okay, hmmmmmm, Sierra, truth or dare?"
"Dare."
"I dare you to kiss Zayn."
I spit my drink back into my cup. Hot Zayn!? The one with the perfect tattooed skin. Of course he's nothing compared to Travis.
"Alright. No problem."
I lean over and kiss him softly but slowly, then pull away after a few seconds hoping Travis didn't see.
"Uhm imma go to the bathroom. I'll be right back."
I get up and wash my mouth off with all the soup I can. His mouth doesn't taste as good as Travis did. I wonder where he is.
I walk through many drunk crowds hoping he'll pop up. I don't see him anywhere.
"Hey sexy, what you doing wandering around?"
I turn around to see some creepy blonde walking towards me, he starts to feel me up and pull my dress up.
"Uhm please stop. I uhm, I uhm have a boyfriend."
"Awe don't be nervous. Here come Into my room with me."
"Uh no thank you. Please just go."
He grabs on to my wrist tight. Really tight.
"Come with me now."
I start to get nervous but I try to stay where I'm at.
"If you come with me, this will make things a lot easier on both of us. C'mon, let's just have a little fun."
He picks me up and I freak.
"TRAVIS HELP!"
I see his face but he can't find me. The creepy dude brings me into a room and starts undressing himself.
"Please, just leave me alone. Don't do this."
He pins me down and start to take my dress off as I hit and cry. He slaps me across the face twice and I cry harder and hit harder.
"Stop hitting little one."
"TRAVIS HELP! PLEASE!"
I cry as I try to fight him. He forces himself inside as I scream and cry.
"Please stop. No. Stop it!"
He goes harder, holding me down tightly on the bed. I scream as loud as I can. But nobody can hear me over this music. He goes faster and harder as I struggle to get out.
"TRAVIS HE'S HURTING ME!"
"Hush little one."
He slaps me again and again until my face is bright red. I can smell the alcohol in his breath. I'm hitting him and hitting him but he's too strong. Then I think I hear Travis. He bursts through the door and pushes him off of me. He punches him repeatedly in the face. Kicked him in the stomach and balls. Left him with broken nose and ribs.
I'm curled up, sobbing into the pillow. Travis picks me up and brings me out into the car.
"Shhhh baby it's okay. I'm so sorry. I'll bring you over to my house. Here, take my shirt."
He gives me his shirt to wear and I curl up in the front seat and cry until we get to his parents house. He carries me in as I hold on to him tightly. As we come in his parents rush over to us asking many questions.
"Oh no what happened? Is she alright? Who is she?"
"She's not fine mom. I'd rather not explain what happened. If anyone was to, it would be her. And this is Sierra. My girlfriend. Can she stay for awhile?"
"Of course. I assume she'll be staying up in your room? If so I washed your sheets and everything is fresh. I'm so sorry honey. If you need somebody I'm here. Welcome to the Farrar family."
Travis carries me upstairs and lays me in his bed. I sniffle and cry quietly into the pillow. He lays right next to me and holds me tight.
"Let it out baby. It's okay. I have you now. You're safe with me."
I cry harder.
"Thank you."
He pulls me close. Our skin is touching. Just the warmth of his skin seems to calm me down. I slowly stop crying and close my eyes.
"Travis.."
"Yes baby?"
"I can't sleep."
"Why not?"
"I'm in pain."
"Want me to kiss you and try to make you feel better?"
"Yes baby."
He pulls my face up to look at his. He looks me straight in the eyes. Caressing my face with his hand. He moves in slowly and kisses me softly. I can taste the sweet vanilla in his lips. The way they move perfectly with mine. It's like when I'm with him, everything is perfect. Everything is....... okay.
"Forever?" He whispers.
"What?"
"Forever, as in I'll forever love you."
"Forever." I whisper.
YOU ARE READING
Broken
Roman d'amourSierra is a broken girl who lives alone. She has many secrets in her life. Nobody knows what has happened to her. She falls in love with somebody named Travis. Forever? He says Forever. She says Okay is Gus's always and forever will be their okay.
