The Panic

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My obsessively active mind

zooms in and out of clarity

entrapping logic inside

of a fuzzy pale fog

through which I squint to see

my fingers trembling

as I pull my jacket tighter

to still these body shakes

chilled by cold droplets

diving from my forehead

into a raging river of angst

and throbbing pulsations

that I just can't stop

until I breathe deep

and exhale slowly

then repeat

while I convert

this agitated energy

into a solution.

It's over.

I'm good.


-Michelle Stradford 2018

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