𝘜𝘔𝘉𝘙𝘌𝘓𝘓𝘈 ; jikook

二十

Jimin,

was struggling to breathe. He couldn't believe his ears. It felt surreal. His foot hurt so much, his head too. His breathing was short and uneven and he closed his eyes, not daring to look into Taehyung's eyes.

Taehyung knew Jimin's feelings by the way kissing him made him look. He didn't see him in that way. The blonde haired boy looked very worn out and stressed.

So, even though it hurt like hell, Taehyung said it. The thing that he didn't think twice about. The thing he knew he would broke his own heart with.

"you love Jungkook. I know. He's dead but not gone. I understand."

Jimin opened his eyes as Taehyung closed his. Jimin smiled a pathetic smile.

"It's sad. It's unfair."

Taehyung opened his eyes, his meeting Jimin's lovely ones. Jimin was already crying.

"I mean, who would think love would be this hard and painful?"

Taehyung just stayed silent. He needed to hear this. He liked it. The pain.

"I loved Jungkook but death separated us. Hoseok loves you but you love me. And Yoongi loves Hoseok, but he.. yeah, he loves you"

Jimin said once before his voice cracked.

"death separated us"

Jimin repeated as two new tears rolled down his pink, plump lips. Taehyung broke into tears too. It was true. Love wasn't simple. He pulled Jimin into a hug, embracing him with all his might. He feared the thought that Jimin would broke of their friendship because of Taehyung's feelings, so this relieved him a little.

Even though it hurt, it still got a good ending.

After a while of hugging and just crying it off, Taehyung pulled away from the hug as he stood up and fixed his pants.

Jimin admired the boy's looks. He couldn't believe that he once hated this boy for "liking" Jungkook. Jimin felt stupid for even doubting.

"Hyung!"

Taehyung flashed his box smile, making Jimin break into a eye smile.

"I made some breakfast for you. I already ate before. Enjoy please!"

Taehyung was about to walk out of the room when Jimin softly called his name.

"huh?"

"where are you going?"

"don't worry. I will just get some first aid stuff to clean your wound."

Jimin nodded in a small smile as Taehyung responded the smile before he left.

Jimin looked at the table where the food was placed.

yummy

He squealed when he saw the strawberries placed besides the berries on the side of the yoghurt. He really loved strawberries. They were so different in taste. They were.. like Jungkook. Different but still sweet.

Suddenly his eyes landed on the familiar map. To my dear hyung, Park Jimin.

His breath hitched as he suddenly was remembered by the drawing of the umbrella, but he just tried his best to not freak out as he pulled a strawberry into his mouth, slightly chewing on it, its juices filling his mouth, he almost let out a moan. He wasn't filthy, it was just so tasty.

He grabbed the map and opened it smoothly. He saw the umbrella drawing but avoided it as he took out the bunt of canvases. He smiled at the umbrella before putting it away.