Ever Since Middle School (A Shane Dawson Fan Fic)

Chapter 1

I've known Shane ever since middle school. Yes we went to the same shitty middle school together even though i'm a grade behind him. I'm 23 and hes 25. We've always been close and have close to the same sense of humor. I even helped him with a few videos back in 2010-2011 but that stopped because I moved to NYC to get into acting and film. I'm now coming back to LA to live with Shane and his mom.

Yes, Shane lives with his mom again. Him and Lisa broke up just a few months ago because he wasn't pleasing her enough. I've never really trusted her, then again i've only met her once. I still remember when he called me. It was on a Saturday and I was still asleep. I think it was around 9:00. That would be 6:00 in L.A. I still never figured out why he was up that early. I never questioned it, just let him let out some steam and cry.

Anyway right now i'm on the plane about an hour away from LA. Shane doesn't know that i'm coming, but his mother, Terisa, does. She planned to suprise him and everything. I haven't seen Shane in over a year so i'm excited to say the least, but i'm also nervous. Maybe he's changed or maybe i've changed! Maybe we don't click like we used to! Terisa says i'm just overreacting. I end up just giving up and watching my favorite video of Shane, his douchebag music video. Yeah he kisses Lisa in it but I helped him write the song and everything. I even helped him with his emo look.

I finally get to LA. I get all my bags then flag a cab. He helps me put all my bags in the back then we start off. Most of the ride is silent not counting the fact that he asked where I was going. He drops me off at Shane's house. I grab all my bags then walk up to the front door. Terisa opens it then smiles and hugs me.

"Long time no see!" She says.

"Hey Momma Dawson." A nickname I gave her in High School.

"Come in. I made Shane go out to buy dog food so he won't know that your here." She says.

We walk inside and I set all by bags down on the couch. Momma sits down next to me and starts small talk until Shane gets here. We finally hear his car in the driveway. I run into kitchen and hide behind the counters.

"MOM I'M HOME!" Shane yells.

"Hi honey! Just set them over there on the counter." I hear her say. Shane walks over to the counter and sets the food down. He doesn't even notice me right under his feet until he kicks my thigh.

"OW!" I yell.

"Huh? SAMANTHA I THOUGHT YOU WERE COMING NEXT WEEK!" He yells, then picks me up.

"Nope!" I hug him.

"I missed you my little bean!" He says. I smile at the nickname. The name he gave me in the first day we met. It was because I had really tan skin, and a white spot on my stomach from the one piece bathing suit. He's called me that ever since.

"I missed you too french fry!" I call him that because of his hair. How can it not remind you of a curly fry!? He puts me down then we walk to his room, telling him mom we need some private time. "So hows your breakup?" I ask, putting a chip in my mouth. He's silent for a while. "Wait i'm sorry."

"No im just kinda depressed about it."

"I'm here Shane." I say then put my hand over his. "Anyway lets get onto a happier note."

"Want to be in my vlog?" He asks. I nod then watch him as he gets his phone out. I noticed he grew his hair out SUPER long. Like 2011 long. "Hey guys so i'm here with my friend since middle school. So this is how it works you have to say your name, how you know me, and your favorite N'sync member and why go."

"I'm Samantha, I've known you since middle school, and Chris Kirkpatrick because he looks like a douche." Shane bursts out into his big laugh that he complains he doesn't like. I like it though.

"Nobody knows who that is."

"He looks so scary in his profile thing on Google! He had freaking airplane glasses and...dreadlocs!"

"OH NO DREADLOCS!" Shane yells.

"Your really stupid." He laughs then ends the video.

Later that night Shane gives me the bed that he films his video in with the zebra. I called it John. I sit there, staring at the celing, thinking about Shane and my past. God I hate my past and Shane knows every detail of it. All of a sudden I hate being alone, so I get up and go to the office, which Shane is typing away. I tap him on the shoulder and he takes his earbuds out.

"Whats wrong bae?" He asks. I smile a little.

"I was thinking about my past." I say looking down at my feet.

"Oh jesus come here." He says. I sit on his lap and put my head on his chest.

*flashback*

The reason I hate my past is my dad. He abused me, and my mother for years until my mom got a restraining order on him. I could literally hear him raping my mom from the other room. It scared me, and I went mute, until I found Shane. He was sitting alone under the bleachers while other people were playing kickball. Of course I've heard of him but I never made an effort to stand up for him when he got bullied. I go and sit next to him.

"Hey there why are you alone?" I ask. He chuckles.

"You can't see me? I'm fat!"

"That doesn't matter. If people don't see you for you then their stupid."

"Your not playing a game? You haven't been dared?" He asks.

"Nope. Why would I?"

"Because your pretty."

"Aww, but really friends?"

"Friends."

*End of flashback*

"You okay now?" Shane asks. I nod.

"Remember when I was in 7th and you were in 8th and you called me pretty?" I ask, smiling. I look up into his blue eyes then he looks back down into mine.

"You remember that?"

"Think of it every time I feel sad." I say. "I was thinking of my dad."

"I'm so sorry." He says. Thats what I like about Shane. We have so much in common and when I complain hes not one of those "oh people have it worse" kinds of people. He lets me vent.

"Come on lets go to bed." He says, lifting me up. "Want to sleep with me?"

"Yeah." I say. He takes me to his room and lays me down. I face the wall, our backs touching each other. Thats how we slept in high school. Back to back. Kinda like butterflies. "Goodnight."

"Night."