I Wish You Wanted Me (Boy x Boy)

Chapter Three: Explain

Well here is another glorious chapter, sowwy it took forever to upload things have been kind of hectic for me. Well, enjoy!!

Kitten Marie out.

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Chapter Three: Explain

DAVID's P.O.V

We lay in the middle of the clearing, staring at the stars. The singing of grasshoppers was all that was heard, neither of us had said a word since the kiss.

I was okay with that, the silence was comfortable and in no way awkward. We were just quietly enjoying each others company after so long of being apart.

I had my head on his chest and my arms wrapped around his waist, our legs were entwined as we lay on top of his leather jacket. His right arm was under me, wrapped around my waist while his other arm was holding me to him by the shoulders.

He ran his fingers through my black hair, almost lulling me to sleep. I couldn't sleep though, there was too much going on inside my head.

Every question I wanted to ask him about where he'd been kept swirling around in my head. All the pain and loneliness I felt when he left me kept coming back to punch me in the chest.

I couldn't ask though, he'd get mad at me. He would probably leave me again, he just came back. I can't risk doing anything to ruin this amazing moment.

After another half hour of me trying to ignore my thoughts, he finally spoke.

"Go ahead."

"Hhmm?" I brought my head up and looked at him confused.

"I know you're dying to ask me where I've been and I know you want to vent. Go ahead and say it."

"I can't." I whispered, hiding my face in his chest.

"Why not baby?" He slowly brought my head up to look into his eyes, they were so beautiful.

"What if you don't like what I have to say? I don't want you to leave me again. I only just got you back, I don't think I could take it if you left again. I just can't."

Tears streamed down my face as I stared into his eyes. If there was ever a time I felt embarrassed, it was now. He must think I'm such a cry baby now.

That thought only made me cry harder.

"Baby, I don't think anything different than from when I first met you on that fateful cold-as-hell night. You are amazing and I love you more than anything. Never doubt that, no matter what anyone says or thinks."

He gently wiped the tears from my face and pulled me in for a soft kiss. He broke the kiss and set his forehead against mine.

"You are mine, always have been, always will be. Never forget that. No matter the situation, no matter what the circumstances are, always believe that. Can you do that for me baby?"

His eyes bore into mine as he said this, causing my heart to swell ten times bigger at each word.

I nodded slowly, closing my eyes to try and calm my heart's excessive beating.

"I promise never to forget."

"Good. Now, tell me what you're thinking about....you know." He kissed my cheek, patiently waiting for me to speak as I momentarily opened my eyes.

After taking a few deep breaths, I shut my eyes once more and poured out everything I held inside. Relief rushing through me as I got this off my chest.
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A/N: Sowwy this is just a filler, I've been neglecting my fellow kittens and I'm sowwy about that. I'm going go try and upload a bit faster now, but no guarantees. Until next time, stay fluffy kittens!!

Kitten Marie out.