Glow Mates

Sunshine

I just sat there. The chair was uncomfortable yet the best thing I've sat it. I took a bite out of a saltine cracker. The salt began to strip my mouth of any liquids it had. I glanced up and saw many other patients, gathering food and drinks. Some sat besides one another, but most of them kept to themselves. Me, however, I was alone. I didn't mind it. It helped clear up my head. The doctors said I can go home in a few days but Dean.... Dean's going to have to stay.

I took a light sip of water, just to regain a moist feeling, as I studied everyone else. I must've looked like a creep in a hospital gown eating crackers alone because there were several people eyeing me.

I looked down at my crackers in my hand. I held two of them, one in each hand. I began to pinch one of them. It was so easily to fall apart and break. Then tears began to blurry my vision. Is this me? Is this how I'm going to be? So quick to just crumble and fall apart? I wiped my eyes and glanced around the room again, people resumed to themselves. I got up slowly and headed towards the exit. I dropped the cup of water and the broken crackers in the trash can. I've lost my appetite...

I started down the hallway, my mind was clouded with thoughts. I never realized how easy it was to lose someone. It felt like yesterday when he came into my life as an assistant. Our first date. Our first kiss. I can't believe it all.

The memories played in my head over and over again like a broken record. Each time the vision faded more and more. I decided to stop thinking about them, to keep them in my heart instead. I eventually made it to my room and I plopped on the bed. I sprawled my arms out and let myself sink into the mattress. I began to cry uncontrollably. I couldn't stop. I gasped in between each sob to catch my breath. I kept my face in the blankets to muffle them out.

I begin to calm down and catch my breath again. I turned over on my back and wiped my tears away. I took a deep sigh and closed my eyes. "I have to be strong." I whispered to myself. "I can do this." I open my eyes again. "We can do this."

I slowly sat up and hunched over and put my head in my hands. It's gonna be tough. I decided to go see Dean. I wanted to comfort him in this. I mean its terrible for the both of us but I can't be selfish about this. I sigh again. Lost for words in a crowded mind. I glance across the hallway to see Dean laying in his bed. He just got back from his first therapy session.

I couldn't stop staring at him. He was miserable. His eyes fixated on the ceiling soon shot at me. He smiling and turned his head to see me better. His smile was the best thing in the world. My face felt hot as I found myself on my feet, starting to drag them towards his room. I couldn't help but smile as well. I quickly made my way through the door and closed it behind me.

"I was worried about you." Dean stated, as I turned on my heels after closing the door. I sat on the edge of his bed.

"Worried about me?" I look over at his face, my body facing the door.

"Yeah. After all this you sorta just... shut down. That was the first smile on your face that I've seen in awhile."

I suddenly felt a wave of guilt drown my body. Dean shouldn't have to be worried about me. I should be worried about him. Nothing in this is about me and that's the first thing on his mind? I felt Dean's and fall on mine and grip it softly.

"Don't worry about it baby. The doctor said that the accident might have saved my life. If it was any moment longer it might have been incurable but the doctor says he thinks he has a shot at getting rid of this."

I smile. This is the kind of news I was waiting for. Among this storm there was a ray of sunshine and for the first time since the news I felt a bit of hope.

"That's great, Dean!" I grip his hand back. "That's what I've been waiting to hear."

He grinned showing his teeth. "Me too, Cas." I felt his thumb caress my hand. We sat there, in silence, gazing into each other's eyes. And without much thinking I leaned in for a kiss. I missed the feel of his lips. The soft blow of air from his nose hitting my face. I missed his small stubble stab my face.

I felt his hand move to my face, telling me to stay where I was. My heart began to race and our breathing began to pick up as I slid my tongue into his mouth. Our kisses got more intense and a bit more messy. I bit his lip and he grabbed my hair, forcing my head back. I closed my eyes, feeling his lips press against my neck, kissing every inch. I let out a little moan which only made Dean hungrier.

He pulled away and without much warning began to strip my torso of what clothing remained. "Dean..." we began to kiss again. "We can't..... do this here.... we'll get caught..."

"Oh well..... they're gonna have to deal with that.... I want you now." And with that he forced me on top of him. I straddled him and began to move my hands over his member. I bit my lips. I made eye contact and noticed Dean smirk. He placed his hands on my hips and leaned in for one last kiss... before pulling my dick out.

"Dean! I.. ahh" I tried to protest but when he began to stroke, I lost it. I wanted him, too. Each stroke became unbearable. "Dean....oh! Oh baby..." I moaned quietly, still with the hospital around us still in mind. "I want you now. I want you inside of me." I leaned back, slowly grinding my hips against his while he continued to stroke.

"Ok baby." He whispered. I felt his hands leave my body as he pulled down his pants a bit more. His hands moved my hips, positioning me on him better. I felt his tip press against me. "Ready, baby?"

I nodded and blushed. He began to put pressure on my hips, forcing me down on him. I let out a loud gasp and quickly covered my mouth. I kept sliding down, wincing at him opening me up. Once I was all the way down I took a deep breath and began to move my hips back and forth. The bed quietly squeaked as I moved. Deans eyes closed as he leaned his head back. "Oh fuck, Cas...." His moaned made me want him even more and I began to go faster. I twisted my hips side to side as I humped back and forth. Dean moaned louder and louder as I picked up the pace. Our breathing got heavier as we got closer.

"D-Dean," I breathed out. "I'm going to cum..." Dean squeezed my hips harder.

"Fuck, me too." I continued to hump him, harder and faster. I leaned my head back. "Oh god! Ok baby I'm cumming!" Dean began to moan, as he filled me up. Warmth coated every wall. I closed my eyes and released everything Dean just made me feel.

I just sat there. Breathing hard. I leaned forward to look at Dean. His eyes were closed. I slowly picked up my body and Dean lifted his head to look at me. His cock fell against his torso, as some of his cum left my body. I laid near his feet, trying to catch my breath. I sat up slowly and glanced at dean again. He was looking at me too, smiling. I smiled back.

I was about to say something when I heard the door handle turn. The door quickly swung open by a nurse.

"ARE YOU ALRIGHT? YOUR HEART RATE WAS WAY TOO HIGH AND-" I tried to cover myself as much as I could. "Oh my goodness!!! I'm so sorry!!!" And she quickly left, slamming the door behind her. My eyes laid on the door, shocked that the nurse probably saw me naked. But then I look at dean and noticed his chest was covered in what I left from what just happened.

"Oh. Man." Dean just whispered. "Didn't think about the heart rate stuff.." I just began to laugh. "Why are you laughing??"

"You're! You're face!!!" His face was priceless when she left. He looked like a toddler told him to fuck off and stole his cookies. I don't have any other way to put that but it was hilarious.

After a minute or two of laughing my ass off, we hunted some napkins down and wiped our sins away. Dean scooter over, so enough room for me lay next to him. I smiled and nuzzles my way next to him. I put a hand on his chest and closed my eyes. "Hey Dean?"

"Yea?"

"I think I will marry you."