LEAH
"Remember... I give you five minutes." He muttered in an expressionless manner before turning and walking back to the car, refusing to look at me.
As happy as I was that I'd been given the much needed space, I couldn't deny that I felt hurt.
He wouldn't even spare a glance at me, I got the idea that we didn't like each other but, was that how much he hated and felt repulsive of me?
I turned and slowly walked through the huge garden gate, lost in thoughts, hands staying useless beside me, head hung low, feet dragging across the soft grass, lower lip pulled into mouth.
As much as I hated to admit, I didn't want to stop,
I didn't want Killian's hands leaving my body,
I didn't want to let go of the heat our bodies drew,
I didn't want his intent eyes leaving me,
I sure as hell didn't want his lustful lips leaving mine.
I felt safe with him, protected.
It all felt familiar, like I was meant to be in his arms.
I stopped in my tracks, shaking my head rapidly.
I know, I know.
All these felt like things that only happened in movies but right now, it felt so real.
"Why, why, why, why?" I muttered softly, why did I feel that way?
Why did I feel like crying because I wasn't with Killian?
Why the hell did I feel like I was breaking him?
Why did I feel like I was missing something important?
Why on earth,
Why in hell,
Why in the heavens,
Why did I have the urge to run back and kiss him?
Why?
Gosh! Too many why's!!!
I bit hard on my lips, running my hands through my hair.
"God, I'm dead!" I muttered, blinking hard, trying to block the tears that threatened to fall at all costs.
"You don't look dead to me..."
"Huh?!"
I jerked my head up just in time to crash it on Drake's.
"Ahh!!"
I stumbled backwards, hands on my forehead and groaning painfully.
Now I think my tears are due to physical pain, not the emotional ones.
Why must I ALWAYS embarrass myself in front of this guy?
"Are you alright?" My boyfriend's always concerned voice rang out and I bit my lips, looking everywhere but at him, too embarrassed to let him see my already obviously swollen, pinkish forehead.
What the hell was with guys and over-thick heads?
I wondered how Killian's head would be, perfect enough to place a kiss on?
STOP!!
stop Leah! Just... Stop thinking about Killian will you? What the hell?
Determined, I turned to look at my boyfriend's concern etched face and gave him a smile.
Well, tried to.
"Hey," I muttered.
He chuckled and scratched the back of his head in the most adorable way ever.
"Sorry, looks like you're in pain." he put his hands in his pocket, staring down at his feet.
"N-no! Hahaha, W-why would you s-say that?" I assured and he looked back at me, the corners of his lips twitching badly.
He pointed at my forehead and I frowned, was it bleeding??
"Then... Why do you still grip your forehead tightly? Like you're about to die?"
Oh!!
I quickly dropped my hands to my side, clearing my throat awkwardly.
"I'm alright now..."
He chuckled and I couldn't help but join in.
"Come with me?" He held out his hand after a while and I looked down at it for a minute before looking back at my cute, grey eyed boyfriend.
Why was small things like holding hands with another man bothering me?
He wasn't another man! He was my freaking boyfriend!.
But, why did that sound even worse?
What would Killian think? How would he feel?
Jeez!
Get a fucking grip Leah!
Immediately, without thinking twice, I put my hand in his, smiling up at him brightly.
Drake was my boyfriend and I couldn't care less about Killian. Who the hell did he think he was, trying to kiss me? Making me like it?
My heart belonged to Drake alone and, this wasn't a shitty story where the female character ends with another person apart from the main male character.
Drake was my chosen male character!
This chapter is dedicated to everyone making this writing journey easy for me.
karinberry anne261979 jenihfer kellybright20 liandri333 traci_edmunds chixie101 goldbright you are all awesome.
PS: karinberry you are the best for letting me scrape wisdom off you!! Xoxo
Sharonbright.
YOU ARE READING
Stuck In Reverse (#wattys2018)
ParanormalShe didn't have to know yet. I would allow nature do its job in this life. Our lives never included normal, it was our curse and our blessing. But what I knew was, blessing or curse... I wasn't going to let her die on me in this life. Because we wer...
