Insecure || JJK

*-* Fake Happiness *-*

Chapter 2

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Here you are standing in front of the enormous building while your parents drove off waving, unaware of the real relationship that you have with your new sister.

You inhaled and exhaled the fresh air to remind you everything's gonna be alright for at least, today.

As the both of you entered the school gates all female students greet your step sister a good morning and a complement for her new hair color. They even ignored you purposely and the bitch of the bitchest sister you have, she didn't bother to introduce you either to the students and instead denied that you're her sister, she told everyone that you're her 'unaccepted step sister'.

You heard little conversations of students  after that bashing and judging your looks comparing you to Adalyn's pirncess appearance. They laughed even pushed each other while teasing you.

For them you're just a peasant looking average student.

You ignored the cold welcome of students and noticed a domino effect.

Boys and teachers spinning around twice because of your step sister as she successfully held captive the hearts of everyone.

She seems so sweet with her fluttery smile not until she stopped her tracks and moved her attention to you.

She eyed you when the both of you reached the principal's office.

"Don't expect me to tour you around because I'm not some kind of slave. Get your schedule and never get this close to me again. Remember to stay away because I don't want them to know I gained an ugly step sister."

And with that she walked off brushing your shoulder against her harshly. You ignored her sassy tone and walked inside the office with a little smile on your face, you don't want to give the staffs a bad first impression.

"Hi I'm Kim Y/n, I'm the new transfer student, I would like to ask for my schedule."

The woman at the desk smiled but not spoke a word. She gave you a piece of paper color coded with your schedule. You smiled at her again and thanked her before going out.

Heading to the lockers you grew irritated with the constant noise of the bell. You didn't bother to run nor freak out, you're new, you got an excuse for being late.

You opened your locker lazily. It was full of heavy books matched with a pair of sports uniform and some running shoes. You sighed seeing that you need to catch up so much, a little side note that you moved from Busan to Seoul in the middle of the freaking school year.

"Wow, tons of books yet no one learns a single bit of respect nor good attitude from these."

You talked to no one in particular not until a voice caught you off guard.

"Because books can't change someone's attitude my lady."

You looked at the locker beside you and saw a boy in his senior year grinning wide as he blurted out those words.

You grew awkward with the endearment he gave you so you just looked away and started to walk heading to your class.

As you walk, cold hands grabbed your wrist and spun you around. Shocked at the sudden force you stumbled at the person who pulled you and bumped to his chest.

"Are you planning to go to the rooftop to ditch class or are you planning to take a suicide up there?"

He smiled while giving you two pats at the back. He gestured the opposite way and snatched your books from you.

"I uhh- I'm just exploring uhm." after speaking like a kid you're now frozen not believing what was happening so you just eyed the brown haired boy and stared at him.

"Staring is rude you know, and don't lie, I know you're new."

You flinched and came back to your senses.You tried getting your books back but to no avail he protected it like his own.

"Ahh, I'm so sorry please give me my books back. Don't mind me, I know where to go now." and you gave him an eye smile reassuring him and giving him a bow from the trouble you made.

"No need my lady, I can tour you around after all I'm your cousin now."

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"Hi I'm Kim Y/n, nice to meet you all. I'm from Busan, please take care of me."

And you went back to your seat between your cousin and your step sister, Adalyn.

You smiled wide after the introduction because one, it was a miracle that you and Taehyung didn't receive any lecture nor punishment for being late and two, no one dared to humiliate you in front of everyone.

You sat down ignoring the judgemental looks from your class. Your cousin elbowed you and handed you another piece of paper. You carefully opened it again and your eyes grew large.

"Taehyung please stop giving me weird questions now because I'm not your real cousin, okay and no, I'm not adopted."

He just giggled and you found it weird that despite Taehyung having a proportion of a god, he's so fluffy and cute inside.

"We'll talk more my lady, let's have lunch together."

You nodded and hushed him afterwards. Your sister beside you was rolling her eyes non stop and mumbling words you couldn't understand.

Lessons, quizzes and tests were given at each subject and anxiety hits you. You're just new, adjusting with everyone yet the environment of this prestigious school is suffocating you now.

You can't answer a single number on your paper, 'I just transferred' you thought and yet they're not being considerate about the fact that you didn't learn anything yet.

You gave up and you can feel Taehyung's and Adalyn's gazes on you. Both are gazing hard but with different emotions.

Adalyn is gazing at you with hatred and accomplishment that she can beat you.

While Taehyung is gazing at you with care and worry that he knows your situation.

You just gave Taehyung a nod to let him focus on himself. He's a scholar and you don't want him to get low grades just because he was distracted by you.

You're so done and though you thought that you'll survive this day, here goes reality as it hit you hard.

Trying not to be down, you clutched your pen hard and turned in your paper, blank.

And again, you smiled. Faking happiness isn't hard at all.

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