Insecure || JJK

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Chapter 7

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"I don't want you home Y/n, get out! I gave everything to you, everything that you need and you'll pay me with this?"

Your mom threw out the luggage full of your clothes outside with all of your belongings in some carry on bags.

You did everything that you can for her to understand. You told her every single thing Adalyn is doing to you, Jimin's real relationship with you and even saying Taehyung can stand up for you but she never acknowledged anything.

You're crying so bad trying to explain to her but she never listened and held the picture tight on her hands.

"Go now, I don't want to see you anymore."

And she closed the door as if you're just a stranger whom she despises and hate. You cried nonstop and the pain in your heart remained. You know that your fake double-sided sister was watching everything unfold from her room.

You looked up and saw her smiling really wide, waving her hands a 'bye' and she disappeared from the window.

The words of your mom played in your mind again while you grabbed the luggage and bags she threw.

You faced your doorstep one last time and make the last tear drop promising that you'll never cry again because of this. You wiped your wet cheeks and calmed yourself.

"You never gave me everything eomma (mom/mother), you never gave me the love and the attention I need. Adalyn has everything unlike me." and you turned your way away from your home going to the bus stop to spend the night.

It's the only place you think that will accept you without any problems.

The night was cold and scary but you didn't care, you can't hold back. You walked shivering and stopped.

You opened the luggage and saw Jungkook's jacket on there. You placed it on your shoulders like how he placed it on you gently. You smiled like an idiot hoping no one will see you but Jungkook.

You just want to be comforted right now.

A hug could kill all of this feelings and emotions you're having.

And you only thought of one person.

You continued to head in there, a little hope in your heart that somehow a hero will find you again lying at the bus top and let you be in his home to be taken care and be a guest of his.

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"Jungkook?" you smiled even though it hurts when you saw Jungkook sitting at the bus stop while listening to his music.

"Y/n, what are you doing here? Come, let's talk!"

He immediately looked at you and smiled but his smile was washed off with worried face when he saw your face full of slap marks, body full of wounds turning into scars and eyes full of regretful tears.

"Jungkook!"

You ran to him with the luggages on your hands, he stood there not moving but he opened his arms for you and you didn't hesitate on letting go of what you're holding to go to him.

You crashed into Jungkook, he held you tight and rubbed your back in circles while telling you that 'it's okay, I'm here don't worry' repeatedly trying to calm and soothe you. He held you tighter when you started to grew weak and breathless, he supported you.

You can feel everything is starting to feel better than before wishing that the moment won't end.

"What happened Y/n?" he asked but you just burried your face on his chest and didn't answer.

He took it as a sensitive topic to discuss so he didn't dare to ask again and instead he continued comforting you.

A minute or so, he broke the hug and wiped your tears away. He smiled and fixed the bangs blocking your eyes while singing.

It was magical, the song was relaxing and yet the owner of the voice was breathtaking too.

"Jungkook-ah, what are you doing?" you asked but he just smiled at you again and he went on and stopped his song.

He walked away from you and grabbed the bags and luggage and he signalled for you to come with him.

You didn't think twice and followed him with a big smile on your face and a relieved heart. You'll be safe, safer than ever with him. The hug made all the pain, frustrations and jealousy away for a moment.

You walked together this time with no awkward atmosphere but with curiosity.

Why did he care for me, why did he let me hug him and why did he help me?

Was all your questions for him but you kept it to yourself and for him it was,

Why is she full of scars and wounds, why is she holding these bags and why is she crying so bad?

But he didn't dare to ask those too. He wants to let you be the one to tell him that because he doesn't know if you trust him enough but in his dictionary he trusts you, you're a friend whom he can share everything that he wants and ask advices on his problems.

He only talks to people thats he's comfortable with and he only opens up to people he knew who would understand him.

It's only two days since you two have met but the safeness both of you are feeling with each other can't be denied.

You felt safe with him that you'll not get hurt again and he felt safe at you that he'll not get his stories untold again because you have him and he has you.

But the feelings you two are feeling are far different from each other.

One was love and the other was friendship.

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