Insecure || JJK

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Chapter 13

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"Fucking hell, Jeon Jungkook what's the fucking matter? I love you, Jimin and I are nothing! Don't be fooled by Y/n, she's only jealous and insecure with me!"

"It's you Adalyn! You're the fucking matter! I loved you only to know everything? You used me and Jimin. People admiring a trash like you are dumb and don't even include Y/n in this!"

And he stepped out of your hospital room having tears and sorrow evident on his face.

He clutched his shirt hard relieving all the stress and anger he have for Adalyn. He walked along the corridor having his way out of the building to get some fresh air.

"Fucking slut." he splurged out after getting on his car and driving away.

He feels guilty, sad, annoyed, angry and disappointed. All emotions are mixing and it's not a good thing for him, it's toxic and deadly.

He's back with his disguise, the disguise he always pull up. Mask on, earphones on and bangs lowly hanging on his forehead concealing the deep remorse he have at the moment.

Tears couldn't stop flowing.

He knew everything after saving you. Seeing you hanging on the tree close to death made him furious, broken and vulnerable. He's lucky that the rope didn't choke you instantly or else he'll never forgive himself for not saving you after hearing your words.

Your last words.

It was traumatizing for him that he already saw you twice having an attempt to end your life. It was painful and bitter, he did nothing good for you. It hurts him seeing you not wanting to continue your life.

It hurts him not giving you a reason to stay hence he gave you one to leave.

Jimin on the other hand admitted everything, he told Jungkook that he was blinded by the love he has for Adalyn that's why he touched you but he didn't want to.

It was Adalyn's request for him so he can prove his love to her and for him to be the 'certified fuckboy' Adalyn wants.

All along, Jimin didn't want to touch, fuck even rape girls at your school, he told Jungkook it was only Adalyn's idea and Adalyn would not love him if he can't mark every single girl down.

Adalyn wants to crush everyone's heart even Jimin's.

Adalyn only used Jimin.

Jungkook can't get mad at Jimin but he can't take what the two did to everyone.

He even knew that Taehyung migrated because of Adalyn too. Adalyn made a lame excuse that Taehyung's abilities could improve more abroad so he pushed Taehyung far away from you.

She only did it to take away your only protector so she could continue hurting you, destroying you.

Jungkook is mad, he thought you're only plain insecured to your sister that's why you hate her but he discovered the truth that all that he believed was a lie.

Everything.

From you making up your good and perfect stories about your sister so he won't stop loving Adalyn, from you faking your smile but in reality you're hurting and from you loving him not as a friend but as someone you really admire.

"Sorry Y/n, everything will be better."

He spoke lowly as he glanced at the tree where the rope is still hanging.

"It will be better."

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"It will be better."

"What do you mean?"

"It's a miracle. Her condition will be better than before, she has the will to live."

The doctor said to your sister after checking you up. You're still unconscious and in critical condition laying on the bed without any movements.

"She's fighting strong, your sister is really strong, she'll wake up in about a day but don't let her move a lot she still needs rest."

"Thank you for informing me." your step sister said, cold and stern before the doctor left the room.

She rolled her eyes after looking at your poor state.

"What a fucking cat, you got 8 lives? Bitch it'll be the last time you survive."

She stood up and examined the machine supporting your dear life helping you breathe, she got something on her mind, an evil plan to end you but it'll be so obvious if she do.

If she will pull the cord.

So instead she grabbed a pillow and took off your oxygen mask hoping to choke you to death but before she could suffocate you with the pillow you started to shake and the alarm went off.

The machine showed abnormal patterns while you are having a 50/50 state and nurses came rushing inside with a doctor because the machine showed no sign of life signaling something wrong.

The doctor immediately realized what's happening and eyed your sister which was being paranoid and irritated.

One nurse held your sister down and alarmed the security too.

"I didn't do it! I didn't pull that mask off!"

"The who would have?! STOP KILLING HER FOR FUCKING SAKE."

Adalyn got startled with Jungkook's voice and the cries of your mother.

They're here.

The door was opened wide where your mother is standing and crying holding onto Jungkook for support, she couldn't take seeing you on a devastating condition.

Jungkook went to your mother and told everything except the part of Jimin and convinced her to go to the hospital.

So that she'll believe the truth.

And with her own eyes she saw everything.

What your stepsister could do.

He told everything about your sister to your mother and what happened to you on school this first week and with the own eyes of your mother she saw too how insane Adalyn could get.

And she realized she was brain washed with Adalyn.

She cried more seeing your heart beat went to a line, she didn't even had a chance to say sorry.

"Adalyn, you'll pay for everything!"

Your mother shouted and went to hug you but the nurses kept her away. They're still trying to revive you, they know they can but there's no hope anymore if it'll not work immediately.

You're three minutes proclaimed dead and if they can't do it the next minutes you'll be dead for real.

"Y/n! Remember I'm here, I'm waiting for you, I'm waiting for the day you'll say those words to me, please don't leave me hanging!"

Jungkook shouted crying too, he was hopeless and broken but he should be strong.
For you, for your mother and for himself.

He's been through this thrice, it's traumatizing.

And it must not be a big deal anymore to him.

But it is a big deal he really can't take.

It was surreal, he's still weak.

"A miracle! She's alive!"

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