Roses and Thorns, a Chanyeol x Reader Fanfiction

Roses and Thorns Pt 7: Falling out of love

Y/N's POV

Shock hit you like a speeding train. You've never cheated on your boyfriend before and you've never wanted too, especially with a kid you just met a day and a half ago.

Everything was happening too fast. 

You yell as you push Chanyeol away from you in shock. 

He just stares at you, hurt and scared. 

"We shouldn't have done this, why did I let you kiss me, what are you doing to me? Why can't you just leave me alone?" You shout at him. 

Why am I screaming at him? You think.

"I-I thought... You kissed me back..." He says weakly.

But you turn around and open the door. 

"WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS? WHEN WILL YOU ADMIT THAT YOU LIKE ME BACK? NO ONE HAS EVER KISSED ME WITH THAT MUCH PASSION BEFORE!" He gets up and grabs your hand. 

You try and run after Baekhyun, but he's long gone. 

"I don't know what came over me. I'm sorry, but this isn't going to work. I have Baekhyun. Also I just met you. I don't even know you. You hardly know me. Why are we even doing this?" You ask him, annoyed.

Then you pull away and run down the hall, looking for Baekhyun in the crowds of students. 

You leave him standing there, confused and dazed. 

"BAEKHYUN!" You see him standing at the door.

"What do you want, Y/N? I never had you down as a cheater." Baekhyun looks hurt and angry.

You ignore the disgusted feeling in you stomach as you tell him you love him. 

"You love me? No. You love Chanyeol, the weird new kid who showed up yesterday and started acting like your boyfriend." Baekhyun turns and walks away.

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

"Baekhyun, please! I'm so sorry, I don't know what came over me, but I don't love him. He's just a kid who played with me, and I hate him."

"You kissed him."

"I kissed him, but I was stupid, selfish, ignorant and a complete idiot for doing that. I don't want anything to do with him Baek, I really don't." You try and believe that what you just said was true.

"You still kissed him."

"Baek... please, I'm so sorry. I'll stay away from him, I want to anyway, and I will. He's nothing but a player. I never wanted to hurt you, even though I know I did. I shouldn't have done that. I hurt you and you have every right to be mad. I get it if you want to break up. I'm honestly so sorry..." You look away from his big brown eyes. 

"Y/N. I could never be mad at you for so long. I still don't completely understand what happened, but I trust you. I know you're genuinely sorry." He looks at you, lifting a finger to turn your chin. 

Then he kissed you.

He tasted like sugar, too sweet, too fake, too good to be true. You wanted to pull away.

You lips longed for Chanyeol instead. 

"Don't ever do that again to me." He whispered in your ear, kissing your neck.

You nod, and try not to push him away.

"Well then, it's all good. You're mine again." He says. "Let me make my mark."

He gives you a hickey on your neck.

You cringe.

You're his again.