There was a new tension between the two.
Their ice cream melted before them.
Yoongi fiddled with the button on his shirt sleeve and Jimin pulled his hands towards himself to stop the blonde boy tearing the button from the top.
Yoongi didn't try to pull his hands from Jimin's so they remained in the warmth of Jimin's fingers and palm.
"I'm the opposite of terrifying Yoongi, I'm the definition of terrified"
Jimin's attempt to joke didn't lighten the mood.
"I'm scared of you because you make me want to meet new people and push myself from my comfort zone" Jimin began, he was rubbing circles with his thumb against Yoongi's wrist.
"So why do I scare you, what about me is so scary that Min Yoongi is terrified"
"This"
Jimin couldn't understand, tilted his head slightly in confusion.
He could feel Yoongi's hands shaking within his own.
"I'm meant to be the anxious one here please tell me what it is"
"This"
Yoongi looked down towards their hands and sighed.
"You're scared of hands?" Jimin exclaimed.
"No I'm scared of... Damnit just forget it" Yoongi ripped his hands back and shoved them into he pockets
He immediately regretted it when the warmth of Jimin's hands was gone.
The fact he wanted the boys hands on his own made Yoongi tremble.
"Right then tough boy hold it in then"
Jimin stood up and gathered his bag and the melted ice cream.
"Text me when you want tell me what's wrong"
With that, park Jimin was gone and Yoongi wanted to cry.
He did cry once he got home, bucket full of salty tears.
Oh man if anyone at school saw me now, Yoongi thought
But that was the problem really, everyone at his close minded, stupid school.
He'd told himself he could last until graduation without liking any boy.
Yoongi thought he had control over feelings.
He thought he was as stone cold as everyone else believed but he was realising he wasn't.
He just wanted park Jimin
Yoongi had seen everything that Seokjin and Namjoon had gone through when they became an item.
The threats they had received.
The stares.
The jeers.
Everything that Yoongi couldn't deal with.
Not even for Jimin could he deal with that.
I'm tired of people being scared of me and I'm tired of being scared of people.
YOU ARE READING
The Music Boy //m. yg x p. jm ff
Fiksi Penggemar♡♡♡ "I like cute boys and music" "rather a contrast to your image Min Yoongi" ♡♡♡ Used to be called "the music teacher" when it was published on @bangtanlester
