Jimin wanted to scream across the table.
He wanted to put a cable from his brain to Yoongi's and see what was bothering him.
He wanted to know what about him scared the boy.
The walk home was cold and his hands turned a light shade of blue.
Gah I knew I shouldn't have liked him
Jimin cursed at himself for his taste in men.
Blonde, small tough boys with a soft heart and beautiful hands.
Also emotionally tuned out, stubborn pricks who couldn't open up to the one person who couldn't tell anyone else even if they wanted to.
Life could be better.
He and Yoongi hadn't even had their study session today and Yoongi had a test tomorrow.
Fine see if I care
Your local gays gc😎
Taetaehyung:
How are my gays
JIMINJIMINIE
This gay has been better
Kookaye:
I'll kill him
Taetaehyung:
You don't even know it was him
JIMINJIMINIE:
It was
Kookaye:
What happened
JIMINJIMINIE:
I don't understand what happened and he won't tell me what's wrong, I think he doesn't like me anymore.
Taetaehyung:
Fuck I owe Jungkook 20 quid* now thanks a lot Min Yoongi
Jimin shoved his phone into his pocket roughly and pulled on his coat.
He decided a walk would do him well.
On the walk he thought about why he was upset with Yoongi. Why the fact he wouldn't tell him what was wrong flat out bothered him.
The vauge answers and mixed messages fried Jimin's brain and he didn't have the energy to deal with it.
When Yoongi had ripped his hands from his, Jimin had felt his heart crack.
They hadn't known each other for long and heck Jimin didn't even know if Yoongi liked boys so what was the big deal.
Jungkook was right, he was bad news.
Not in the sense that Jimin could have predicted before meeting Yoongi properly but at least he could have seen that sort have paim coming.
This pain ate away at his heart and soul which felt much worse than a physical punch ever could have.
He just wanted to rip his heart from his chest to stop feeling the butterflies and angry fists that beat away inside it.
The air was cool as he stepped outside and he prayed silently that it wouldn't rain.
The plan was to go to the café near the school and sit in the window and watch the world go by while wallowing in self pity.
This was something Jimin often did but this time he had more to feel sorry for himself about.
He had tucked his sketch book under his coat so he could draw while he was there too but it often lay untouched beneath the hot chocolate Jimin would order each time visited the café.
The warm air and ring of the bell was inviting as Jimin opened the café door. The smell of coffee and baked goods behind a glass screen drew him to the counter.
"One medium hot chocolate please and whatever that cake thing is please"
Jimin settled himself at the furthest corner of the café in a comfy arm chair with a small table beside it.
From here he could see outside but the outside could not see him.
The hot chocolate burnt his lip ever so slightly but it was a welcomed feeling as Jimin was still frozen to the bone from the walk to the café.
Jimin drummed his fingers against his cup gently and hummed to himself.
The plan of self pity slowly evaporating from thought.
Instead he felt calm and he could think clearer than before.
This truly was one of Jimin's happy places.
He thought of how he should just apologize to Yoongi for the way he reacted, clearly whatever he wasn't telling him was upsetting for him and Jimin should respect that.
He decided to text him right then because the guilt was beginning to build up inside Jimin's stomach like a rock.
When his phone pinged with the notification that Yoongi had replied, Jimin tried not to squeal a little.
Sugasuga 🎵:
You should still be mad, it's not your fault I'm a coward
Jimin's mouth drooped into a frown, Yoongi thought it was his fault that he wasn't ready to say what was on his mind.
JIMINJIMINIE:
I'm at the coffee shop near the school, we should talk again please, if you can please come ❤️
He waited impatiently for a reply that never came.
Reluctantly be gathered up his things and lay his cup back on the counter before bundling on his coat and heading back into the cold.
Sugasuga 🎵:
Wait for me
Jimin was already half way home when he got the message.
JIMINJIMINIE:
I can't
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*Quid= $ or € £ ect. Makes it more universal I guess. Casual way of referring to money where I live
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The Music Boy //m. yg x p. jm ff
Fiksi Penggemar♡♡♡ "I like cute boys and music" "rather a contrast to your image Min Yoongi" ♡♡♡ Used to be called "the music teacher" when it was published on @bangtanlester
