Don't you get it?

Chapter 9

"What does this mean chlo?" Beca asked softly as Chloe stood infront of her against the ally wall.

"It means everything." Chloe said simply, causing Beca's stomach to do an impressive flip. She couldn't believe her eyes. Chloe Beale  was really standing in front of her, the bright moon lighting up her face, her lips swollen from hers, and her eyes glossy with emotion. This sight.. It really was absolutely everything.

Chloe smiled to beca, who was lost for words. Still refusing to believe this was actually happening. Her hands still holding Chloe's. Chloe looked down to her hands and squeezed them in a way of saying this is real. Maybe she squeezed for herself to ensure she was in reality.

"Chloe you know I'm not good with this kind of stuff, I'm sorry for screaming at you a while ago, I didn't meant it.. I guess I was jealous."

"Beca it's okay, trust me you don't have anything to apologise for. You don't know how happy I feel right now. I've waited for this, for long longer than I even realised. I really do like you becs. A lot as a matter of fact." It wasn't often Chloe Beale showed embarrassment, but right now beca scrunched her nose as she watched the ginger blush slightly.

"Is that THE Chloe Beale I see blushing, over little old me" beca winked to her. Before adding "no but chlo I like you a lot aswell, I mean a lot, a lot. And I'm sorry I took so long to even stir up the courage to accept it. I guess I was scared of ruining us or I guess just being rejected." It wasn't the usual for beca to open up this easily, but with Chloe, everything is easier. Everything seems right.

Chloe couldn't wait another minute before locking Beca's lips again. Heck she waited so long for this you can't blame her. She sunk right into it. This kiss was different to the first. The first was urgent, passionate and needy. This kiss was oozing with emotion. The way beca took a deep breathe in when Chloe's lips touched hers. The way their mouths moved in perfect slow rhythm. The way Beca's hands cupped Chloe's face, and how Chloe's hands caressed her hair. This was the kiss that had all the tears, emotion, jealousy and most definitely relief build up in it. It was everything they both could ever have wished for.

When they finally parted lips. Chloe let out a small cry "oh my god."

"Chlo? What is it?" Beca asked urgently.

"No no it's okay. It's a good oh my god. I just can't believe this is happening, and I'm feeling what I'm feeling. I don't know what to say" Chloe said softly, as beca yet again wiped a tear from her face.

"Chlo. You're amazing. You're everything" that's all beca said. Chloe knew beca wasn't one for cringe statements of to ever turn mushy or soft, yet here she was and doing so, so easily. It made Chloe's stomach erupt with butterflies.

"Hate to bring this moment to an end but.. what now? What about the others? What does this mean for us?" Chloe asked nervously.

Beca smiled to her. "I dunno I guess we see how things go from here, I mean we don't have to label anything just yet, but we can give this a go.. I mean only if you want of course.. and" beca stopped fumbling on her words when she watched Chloe's bright signature smile smudge excitedly. She knew she said the right thing as Chloe quickly kissed her cheek and squeezed her hands. "And as for the others.. I don't know if they're ready for this.. I mean they might just burst from excitement and we will be bombarded with many questions and them some more.." beca joked.

Chloe laughed. She loved Beca's witty sense of humour, she always knew how to make Chloe smile. "I mean this sneaking around is kinda fun don't you think.." Chloe licked her lips as she whispered to beca, causing Beca's breath to hitch. Beca shook her head, not believing that just words from Chloe could frustrate her like this.

"Mmm hmm" is all she said as Chloe kissed her neck lightly. Chloe laughed. She loved watching Beca's reaction to her. "Chloe Beale you're a tease" beca groaned as she stopped.

"What fun would it be, if I wasn't now becs..." she winked as they walked back into the view of the street, towards the entrance of the club. "So we keep this to ourselves for a while?" Beca asked, as Chloe nodded excitedly back.

Beca knee this was best. They didn't know how things were going to work out yet, and getting all the rest all excited and involved would only complicate everything right now. Chloe was right, this was a good plan. See how everything goes first between them. Even though they were both certain that they've finally got everything they ever wanted. It was still early and new. It would take some getting used to.

"Where were you guys? You were gone like an hour?" Emily shouted over the music.

"Sorry we just talked and sorted everything out. We're besties again. Right becs." Chloe smiled. As beca confirmed.

"Come on let's dance so." Emily shouted again, as beca laughed at the only newly turned 21 year old. The rest of the night went better than either Chloe and beca has anticipated at the beginning of the night. All the bellas danced and drank, and then danced and drank again. A successful night, as Amy would usually say. Chloe and beca were happy to just even be back to communicating and laughing and having fun with one another because they both missed it so much. And the rest of the girls were relieved to see the two back to being closer than ever.

When they finally arrived back home. The rest of the bellas, who happened to be much more drunk than beca and Chloe- managed to crash on any sofa or part of the carpet instead of walking up the stairs. Chloe and beca, of course having missed out on a lot of the night due to what they would consider much better events, were quite sober.

They made their way up the stairs in comfortable silence. Before they reached Chloe's door first.
"Chlo I just wanna say sorry again. For being shitty for the past couple of weeks, and I also just want you to know how happy and excited I am now. Even though I still can't believe any of this, nor do I even deserve you. But this means the world to me. I hope you know that"

Chloe smiled softly at Beca's words. She always loved this more vulnerable side of beca, which she didn't see much. But it was a lot. She sighed as she thought about just how special beca is to her. "Oh becs. If only you knew how much I want this. It also means everything to me. And stop apologising, I was equally as shitty, if not more so. But hey let's forget about that. We're here now. And that's all that matters."

Beca kisses Chloe for the third time that night, yet she still was blown away from her. She felt Chloe kiss deeper causing her to shift a little against the door. Before Chloe parted, definitely knowing they shouldn't do anything more this early on. Beca knew it too. They both smiled, and gave their knowing glances. Before giving one another a quick peck again.

"Goodnight Beale" beca smirked.

"Night Mitchell, you're annoying" Chloe smirked back as she opened her bedroom door.

"You're more annoying" beca winked as she made her way back into her own room, before each shutting their doors.

For the first time in months. Both beca and Chloe were going to sleep with real smiles on their face and feeling nothing but pure joy.
Chloe never felt the feelings she felt while kissing beca today and that scared her. She's after falling deep for Beca Mitchell. And now she's fully aware of that. The idea made her whole body shiver with goosebumps. Beca Mitchell. What are you doing to me..
Across the way beca was the same. Sleep was off her schedule. But this time for the best possible reasons. Because she can't get the feel of Chloe's lips of her own and her mind won't stop replaying the beautiful conversations they had. Beca Mitchell was also in deep for Chloe. And the thought of being with someone and actually feeling things and connections was weird and new to beca. But was the best thing she's ever experienced.