Try Hard // l.h.

32: Calum? Hell no!

WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO !!!!

How do I tell Luke about this?! Will he even want to be involved? What about his career? I need to tell someone. Who do I tell?

Ashton? No he will definitely want me to tell Luke like right that second.

Logan? He'll tell my aunt, the she'll tell Liz, and then I'm pretty sure Liz will fly over here and kick our asses.

Calum? Hell no.

I guess that leaves Mickey. He's good with secrets, I'll just tell him when they all get home.

I walked back into the bathroom and stuck the tests in my pocket. Just in time too because four boys happened to just barge in.

"Hey babe," Luke kissed my cheek,"you feeling better?"

No.

"Yeah, I just needed to sleep it off," I half smiled.

"Well I'm glad your feeling better," he smiled walking into our room. I walked out and saw Ashton and Cal sitting on the sofa.

"Where's Michael," I asked.

"His room," Calum answered.

I nodded and nonchalantly walked into his room.

"Umm, can I talk to you," I asked.

"Sure thing," Mickey smiled.

I walked over an sat down on the side of his bed.

"Well I don't really know how to say this, so I'll show you," I said pulling out the tests.

I gave me a look and took the tests on his hands.

He examined them. Then his eyes went wide and he looked up at me.

"Your-" he whispered.

I nodded with tears in my eyes.

"Oh Emma," he engulfed me into a hug.

"I don't even know how to tell Luke," I said.

"He doesn't know," Michael exclaimed.

I shook my head.

"You need to tell him," He stated.

"I know, I just need time," I sighed.

"Well we are only here for another week, and I suggest you tell him here," he said.

I nodded.

"I know, just don't tell anyone. Only you know," I said.

Michael nodded.

-Luke-

Where are you charger? Damn. I probably lost it. I swear I lose things all the time. I was searching all over the hotel room. Then I saw Emma's bag. Maybe she has one.

I started digging around, but then I saw a paper. What are you? I picked it up and smiled. It was her plain ticket.

Australia to London. London to Aus- America?! What? She can't really be going to America! Then the realization hit me. She's done school, that was the only reason she was there in the first place. To finish school. Now that she's done it only makes sense se goes back. Emma has family.

I just can't believe she didn't tell me.

Just then she walked in.

"When were you going to tell me," I asked a little harsher then intended.

"What are you talking about," she asked... Frightened?

"Your going back to the states after this," I said lowering my tone.

She relaxed a bit.

"I'm sorry Luke, I was going to tell you I've just been so caught up in things, I honestly forgot," she sighed.

"So what's going to happen between us," I asked. Are we going to be able to make this work?

"Well we can Skype and text. I'm planning on just visiting for a while. Take some collage classes, then applying for something in Australia and just live there," she explained.

"But you'll still be gone for a while," I sighed.

"Yeah, but we've had to deal with not seeing each other for a while before," she stated.

I nodded.

"Yeah. How hard could it be," I chuckled.

-Emma-

When Luke asked 'when was I planning on telling him', I almost had a heart attack. I thought he was talking about the whole baby thing. I had completely forget to tell him I was going back home for a while. But maybe I can deal with all this baby stuff there and just never tell him. Ehh seems good enough.

No that's not good enough! He my boyfriend how do you simply keep that from his, I mean I'm going to start to blow up like a balloon. Oh god. I'm gonna get fat.

I was just so nervous. That night I hardly even slept. I just laid there thinking about how was I going to tell Luke.

Maybe I could make spaghetti and use Prego? Or eat only like baby carrots and baby corn. Okay, that ones just stupid. What if I just didn't tell him? No I couldn't do that.

You could if you broke up with him.

What the hell subconscious?! I could never. Luke seriously is my world and I love him with all my heart!

Ahhhhh! I don't know what to do!

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Aww poor Emma. She's so confused.

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