i was getting more and more paranoid.
yesterday, i mistook my own mother for an intruder.
she wanted to give me breakfast in bed. thought it would cheer me up.
but i ruined it, just like how i'm starting to ruin everything.
i'm becoming a burden taehyung and i hate myself for it.
i threw the glass of juice at her and tried to call for help.
your parents arrived at our house due to my screams and they accidentally saw my mum injecting me with a sedative.
so she had to tell them everything.
they pitied me, i could see it in their eyes when i became conscious.
your mom hugged me and she started shedding tears which almost made me feel bad.
i said almost because i'm kind of lacking emotions nowadays.
i told them not tell you though. not yet anyway.
i just didn't want you to treat me differently just because i was dying.
you're the only person that makes me feel like nothing's changed.
you make me feel normal taehyung, even if i'm not.
