it's been almost a month since the incident.
some days i remember you, some days i can't even remember my own name.
somehow, i managed to convince you to attend college. that i wasn't going to live anyway so it would be wasteful to spend all those days on me.
we fought that day but i didn't give up and you finally gave in.
you promised to visit me at least twice a month.
i wasn't on board with it since it might mess up your classes but you didn't budge.
you came in for a final goodbye before going to college and gave me a full lecture on how i shouldn't hide anything from you and tell you everything that's going to happen here.
and that'd you call me every night.
i nodded with a sad smile.
you gazed at me intently and then hugged me tightly as if you didn't want to let go.
we stayed with like that wrapped in each other's arms before you got a call from jimin telling you to come out so that you could reach the entrance ceremony early.
you held my face in your warm hands and kissed me on the nose.
"remember i love you."
sadly, that was the only thing i remembered about you.
