Emma's Pov
"Blackness everywhere ...I'm screaming but no one can hear me , I am crying but no one wipes my tears and yet again I find myself in this wilderness "
I had just finished writing these words in my diary.
I hear the door bell ring , ok time to go to school . Reality is a bitch , right .
My best friend Meghan is here , we go to school together and since I do not own a car she picks me up.
I really would not survive school years if it weren't for my amazing friends .
As we enter school people stare . I get that often . I do not belong here and they just like to remind me of it every single min I spend at hell hole a.k.a school .
As I walk towards my locker , I freeze , there right next to my locker stands the schools bad boy, Alex summers .
I need books for my lecture and I am going to get it , whatever he may say .
"Alex , um I need my books and this is my locker so can u move a little . "
"So what's the word Montez?:
"Please ..Alex ."
And then begins the nightmare.
Everyone burst out laughing . And I let my gaze fall and concentrated on the floor instead.
This happens everyday and I am used to it . For a girl who does not have any parental support goes through this .
The bell rings and just to add to my luck the first period is maths . The subject I dread the most .
Mr.Louis practically hates me . Like I like him any better.
I take a deep breath and head to class .
I find a empty seat and slouch down . To my surprise I find a note . It read ' whoever sits down here is a bitch '
Great . Just great .
I threw the note in my bag.
I did not want the whole class to see it .
As none of my friends are in this class I pretty much am alone.
Just then the hero of the school makes a grand appearance . He finds a seat and sits down which happens to be next to mine .
No not him anyone but him . I just can't waste another year crying and crying .
I am going to ignore him . What an idea Emma !
* note the voice tonality. *
"And Pls take out your books and start solving the theories." Mr.lousis voice breaks me from my thoughts . I couldn't help but think if I for once in my life get a chance to ruin Alex the way he ruined me, would I have done it? Would I have fallen as low as him? Sometimes I like to think of him as Satan who came straight from hell to me and sometimes I wish that he were my fallen angel.
