Emma's POV
I felt bad for him. I shouldn't have slapped him that hard but he deserved it. He had no right to steal my kiss even though the guy was going to kill us. I would have rather died. But he saved me. Saved me to save himself maybe, I dont know.
Does everyone know Alex is dealing ? Yet they are okay with this? How come?
Maybe I should talk him out of this. Maybe he will listen. Maybe he will not.
I've never been so confused so much. There were two options, I chose one, the one that'll probably get me killed. But i took that chance not properly thinking. I should apologize to him. He should actually.
I need to get to school. At any cost.
I chose to walk today mainly to clear my mind. I will have to confront him sooner or later.
No feelings remember, my mind reminded me.
No not at all. I answered.
I cant fall for him. Not when he is with that blonde. I'm not even his type remember. No, not all all.
I saw Alex walking with Mal. My insides burned with jealousy. Why? No feelings remember, no feelings.
I looked up and our eyes met. Sparks flew everywhere. For me atleast. He just looked at me and without saying anything just walked by. Mal however smirked at me as if she knew what happened between us. She was there remember, my subconscious added.
For the first time again today I felt as if my world was taken away from me. I have to talk to him, to Alex, even if he didn't want to listen. I will talk to him. I vowed.
Soon Alex soon this will be behind us and we can start anew.
