[C] Orphanage / Na Jaemin [editing]

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Haeyoung's POV

"Hey dude. What's wrong?" Mark asked.

"Hey are you crying?" Mina said.

"No. I think I'm allergy to something." I lied.

"Duh nice try." Mina said.

"Why the hell you always crying now?" Mark asked.

"I'm not." I took a glance on my watch , the school will dismiss in about 30 minutes. I hope time fly fast.

"Hey need tissues?" Mina hand me some , without hesitation I took it.

"You guys can do your things. Don't mind me please. Let me sleep." I said. They both look at each other and I go to my sleep or well , crying session. I'm actually exhausted.

I'm just miserable. I don't deserve to live here.

Haechan's POV

I'm looking at Haeyoung she's been crying since after recess. I don't know what happened but, I want to comfort her. I really want. I took a glance at Jaemin , his face was kinda unhappy too. Did something happened between them? Jaemin looks like he doesn't care. I don't know what I should do. Why I don't think this as a chance? Why I pity them more than I pity myself?

I sighed. Good enough to Jaemin hear me. He look at me.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I thought he hate me.

"Nothing." I said and continue to read my book.

"Don't you curious about Haeyoung?" He asked.

"No."

"I got rejected."

"W-what?.. Okay sorry but I never ask."

"Something's weird , I know."

"Do you want to say that I'm behind those weirdness?"

"No. Not you."

"Then?"

"It's either Jeno or Renjun."

"But they never.. care."

"They did. Haeyoung said something weird just now."

Why I feel like Jaemin and I becoming okay again?

"Whatever. I don't want to ask. In case , I might break your heart more." I said.

I really don't want to hear. I'm having headaches because of this rollercoaster feeling.

I heard him sighing. Poor him. But I should pitying myself more. I should.

I sighed again.

"Jaemin."

"Are you okay if I try to comfort her?" I asked.

He looks shocked. Then sighed.

"It's up to you. She isn't mine. I shouldn't care about her. I promise to myself that I won't." He said.

"You don't need to say till that extent." I said.

'She isn't mine.' Why does hurt me more?

The bell rang and I rushed to Haeyoung. Guess what her beauty face now a mess. How many times did she cry anyway?

"Haeyoung."