Someone I can't have. (Ziall boyxboy)

Chapter 3

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*Niall POV*

WOAH! I'm kissing Zayn Javaad Malik!!! Oh my god. I feel like his lips were meant for mine. It was such a good- No! GREAT kiss! I open my eyes to peak. I could see a smile on his face! Was he happy I kissed him? Then he pulled out of the kiss.

"what's wrong?"

"nothing, I should go."

"but this is your room."

"oh yeah. Can you please go?"

"why?"

"I just have to think."

"about what?"

"about what just happened"

"why"

He gave me a glare.

"NIALL JUST GO!"

I could feel my heart break into pieces.

"FINE!"

"wait.... Niall, I-"

I cut him off

"save it for another time. I dont want to hear it"

I left. I slammed the door with every once of strength in me. I swear I slammed it do hard the walls shook. I ran to my room. It was awkward because I shared it will Liam, he was there with Danielle. Jeez. He looked at me with a glare. Then he saw that I had been crying. His expression changed quick into a worried look. I ran out the room. Ignoring all the people calling my name. I ran into the bathroom. And locked myself in. I could hear Zayn and Liam calling out my name. Pounding on the door. Then the other lads came. Knocking and banging against the door. Shouting my name. I just put toilet paper in my ear. I couldn't hear them as much.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

"NO!!" I could hear Zayn say.

"why?"

Everyone had gone silent. I started looking. Looking for something but I don't know what. Finally, I come across something that caught my eye. I grab it. I was a razor blade. I grab it holding it to my wrist. Cutting. I hissed in pain. I started thinking to myself. I lost him! He doesnt love me. Or like me. He was probably just playing me. He will never love me how i love him. I give up. I was so into my thoughts. Then someone shouted "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!" I jumped. Causing me to cut to deep than i intended. I quickly unlock the door before falling to the ground. I could hear the door open. Gasps. I hear someone calling my name. It was zayn. Then,

I blacked out....