waterboy ☹ cake

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hello hello it's been like two years but i decide to finish this shit man so let's start.

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fuck fuck fuck...he saw the fight. he knows about cal and I.

you just have really bad luck huh?  You finally get a boyfriend and now you already gonna get dumped.

no I don't want that to happen..i really like michael

but you love calum..

I bit my bottom lip slightly as I headed towards Michael's locker. When I got closer I could see him leaning back on it and typing away on his phone. He felt my presence as I approached him, looking up and pushing off of his locker. "So when were you going to tell me huh?" he implored, standing in front of me and crossing his arms. The look on his face was unreadable so i couldn't tell if i was about to get chewed out or not.

He texted you saying that he saw everything, you're definitely getting chewed out.

shut up, I don't want to hear shit from you.

"Mikey I can explain everything. I just got so tired of Ezra picking on me so I decided to ge-" .

Michael placed a finger on my lips, chuckling slightly. "Oh shut up you idiot, I know exactly what you were trying to do and I'm proud of you, you finally stood up for yourself. I mean Ezra almost killed you but hey just next time you think about standing up for yourself to him, let me know so I can plan your funeral." He winks at me, removing his finger and chortling.

is he serious right now...?

I don't know man, i don't know.

"ha yeah..but what about all the things I said about Cal..?" I hinted slightly, looking deep into his eyes to see if there was any indication that he knows and is just fucking with me. Michael just stared right back, furrowing his eyebrows. He sighed softly and went to open his mouth but then quickly shut it again, shaking his head and smiling sadly. "You already knew about us, didn't you?"

"Ash told me you had the biggest crush on him but i thought that if i got with you, you would forget all about him and actually fall for me. I was standing on the steps when he came over to your house. When he told you that he loved you, I knew my chance of actually having you for myself were gone," He looked down and started playing with his fingers. "But I didn't give up hope, well until I saw your messages...then Mali told me she caught you guys fucking and my heart just broke. I kept asking myself what the hell does he have that I don't because he's playing you like a fucking fiddle but you don't give a damn."

"I'm sorry Michael but Cal and I are in love, I should of been told you instead of stringing you along but he told me to wait for the perfect time" I try to reach over and grab one of his hands but he just backs away, scoffing and looking back at me.

"Wow you really are a fucking idiot, tell me luke if he loves you so much...how come he hasn't broken up with Ezra? Because it doesn't matter who Calum is seen with he gonna be loved by everyone regardless but yet here we are."

"Because he waiting for the perfect time.."

"Or he waiting to get his fill and finally move on to being the perfect little boyfriend for Ezra because Luke no matter what lies he fills in your head..you'll never be good enough for him. I'm sorry to ruin your parade but I'm his best friend, I know exactly how he is and what his type is. You're nowhere near that Luke,"

Tears started form at the bottom of my eyelids, causing me to blink them away. Michael is lying, Calum would never do that to me. He does love me and I can prove it, these past two months have not only been amazing for me but also for him. Him not breaking up with Ezra yet doesn't mean anything to me, I know what he told me. Then again michael has know him longer than me...they're best friends. I don't even deserve to be upset about someone who's not even my boyfriend when my actual boyfriend is standing in front of me..showing me how shitty i treated him. Maybe I guess i should thank Ryan for telling Ezra-

"And that's why I had to tell Ezra about you guys."

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yeah so here's another shitty chapter after two years for a shitty book 👌🏾