Don't Let The Sun In Your Heart Decay [Muse - Matt Bellamy]

Chapter 27 - In which I belong to him

Chapter 27 - In which I belong to him

I was sitting on the edge of Jamie's bed. He looked pale and really bad. His state got worse in just a matter of a week. He said he was still good, or at least that he was going to make it through the day; he has said that the last three days, and he has made it through each day with his cracked confident smile.

"You won't get rid of me at least until May" he whispered in a cracked voice.

"Why May?" I asked him.

"Because on May it's my birthday, and I would like to live as long as I'm allowed. I know I won't make it to my 16th birthday...meaning 15 is good" he said smiling lightly. "Besides, I would like to get to meet your baby. When's your due date anyways?"

"It's in late January..." I answered holding his hand and squeezing it lightly.

"Awesome, you've got 3 months left...nervous?" He whispered in a weak voice.

"Not much, y'know?"

"And how's Matt dealing with it?"

"He's more nervous than me" I giggled "he has been wonderful about it. I missed him so bloody much" my voice faded away.

"I told you he deserved another chance. He's cool" Jamie smiled to himself. "And leaving a baby aside, how are thing between the two of you?"

"He has been the sweetest soul alive. I mean before the break up, he was really sweet and gentle with me, but with the baby and everything, he has been a lot sweeter and supportive. If I thought he couldn't get any more sweeter, I was so wrong. No one ever made me feel so cosy and comfortable like he does. I feel like he's spoiling me" I laughed lightly.

Matt and I had been back together like three weeks ago, and next week he was traveling to Japan, to promote and record something for their new album Absolution.

My cellphone buzzed and I looked for it inside the pocket of my hoodie.

"Speaking if the devil..." I said and smiled after I saw a new message from Matt.

Got a little surprise for you, love. I'll see you at the hospital as soon as I get out of the studio. I love you, Logan x

I read it out loud and at the end I looked at Jamie who had a light frown and a small smile.

"He always writes 'I love you, Logan'?" He asked looking at me, and I nodded softly.

"Yeah, he's always this cheesy and pathetic. He know it and is so proud about it" I answered as I texted back at him.

Omg, Matt. Stop spoiling me! You're spoiling me...

I clicked send and looked back at Jamie.

"By the way, Matt says and I quote him 'thank you very very very much Jamie. If it wasn't for you I would've metaphorically killed myself'" I said and Jamie laughed lightly and started to cough for a few seconds.

"Tell him that no problem, that it was my pleasure" Jamie answered putting in a flattered face.

Matt answered my text and I looked at my phone again.

As your boyfriend, it's my job to spoil you, sweetheart. Deal with it.

I giggled and typed back at him.

Fine! Do as you please, then!

I love you, you cute little thing, x

I sent it and turn to face Jamie again.

"You might get to meet him. He'll be around in a few hours, I'll tell him to come and say hi..."

"Cool..." He whispered and yawned lightly.