94 Days Without You - Cube SMP ff

Chapter 5- Our Bridges are Burnt

Warning: May or may not contain some kind of gory/gross things. It depends who you are.

I heard Zach yelling from my room and occasionally a raised voice from Liam. I assumed they were arguing. I went into twitter and said 'Not having a good day today :( I don't think I'll be uploading.' I sat at my desk with my head in my hands. Normally I wasn't like this. Normally I could ignore everything, after the incidents. After my two attempts. I closed my eyes to think.

When I opened my eyes again, I was in a dark room. A cool breeze blew on my bare neck. Before me I could see swirls flying around. Then they formed into shapes. I started looking at the left. I saw a male lion.

Lions are courageous and brave. They have no fear and will do anything to protect their family.

Next I saw my mother. She was kind and loving. Everyone adored her and she did nothing less than care for everyone.

Next was my brother. Zach is protective and outgoing. He makes everyone happy and keeps me safe at all costs.

Then my father. He was a drug addict and an alcoholic. He was always drunk or high after my third birthday when he lost his job. Before then I vaguely remember his cheerful smile and kind heart.

A snake appeared between my father and the next shape. Snakes are tricky, sneaky creatures. Some say they are hells creatures.

Next was myself. But it was me in the future. I was happy, and I looked good. I had lots of money and a caring family at my sides.

Then I changed. It showed me in a only a few years, about three. I was crying. Blood was everywhere. Bodies were on the ground. Knives too. Blood came from my arms and legs, then I picked up a knife and stabbed myself in the stomach. I watched as I bled to death.

Then a owl appeared next to me, along with a female lion. The lioness sat down on her back paws, and the owl landed on my arm, pulling me down to sit also. They foggy people and animals in the room froze before me. The owl whispered in my ear, "Listen to Laura." I assumed she was the lioness. I looked at her. No, I wast the slightest bit surprised at the talking of the animals.

"You must choose. You cannot be two people. You just lead one life. Tell me, would you prefer the second or first life of yours?" Laura purred in a soothing voice.

"The first." I replied.

She nodded. "And which do you think you are leading currently?"

I stiffened. Which was I leading? How was I supposed to know?

The owl hooted, and Laura made a laughing noise. "Which of these creatures is most appealing to you?" The lion, an owl, the snake, and an abandoned puppy appeared in front of the other figures.

I stared at them all. "The owl." I replied blandly. It was true. I wanted to be wise. To be able to fend for myself, and to know the secrets of everything.

I heard a female laugh. It was my mother's. "Really?" she asked, appearing next to me, and Laura and the owl were gone. "Why is that?" she asked.

I explained to her why I chose the owl, not being fazed my her appearance at all. I heard an applause and everything started to fade away. Tears started streaming down my face that I couldn't control, and I didn't know why.

"Bad choice..." echoed throughout the changing room. It was my mother, Laura, the owl, Zach, And Liam.

Then I was in the room of my second future. There was a torn streamer on the walls. It read: Happy 20th Birthday Kyri. The bodies were still on the floor. I recognized My brother, Naomi, Liam, Bayani, Grape, Stacy, and the others. Then my mother and father appeared. I realized this was the room they died in. They were laying in the same position they were when thy were killed. Then Zach's body disappeared. I turned around to see him behind me. His eyes were widened. He was holding a gun. When I turned around again it looked exactly the same as when my parents died. Zach still had the gun which was the only thing different. When they died there was one at his feet. I didn't have the pain in my shoulder either. Then he shot me. I should've died, but I didn't. I kicked him and knocked the gun out of his hands. I threw him onto the ground when screams of pain and agony slowly started killing me. My ski was ripped off. I started bleeding when I heard Bayani's voice.

I looked up to see his kind face. "Bayani? What..? What happened?"

"You died." he replied with a small grin.

"What?!" I yelled. "I'm dead?!"

He chuckled. "No, you're right here on earth. Survival Games."

I silently thanked whoever is up there listening to my prayers. "What are you Doing here?" I asked. "Are you okay?"

He laughed again. "Am I okay? I came up here because I heard you crying."

"Oh.. Thank you Bayani."

"It's no problem. You can call me Jordan though.''

"Thanks Jorda-" He smashed his lips into mine and kissed me. I put my arms around his neck and he put his around me.

"Thank you Kyri."

I just kissed Jordan.

~AN~

See how I tried to sound all professional like at the beginning? Yeah! Good.

This tittle is from the song Burning Bridges by One Republic (Sort of).

So I'm going to start doing a question every update, all right? So,

Qotu: Team Kyani or Team KyBomb or Team Kyri and Grape (come up with a ship name someone) or whoever else you ship her with??

Aotu: I'd say team- oops! No spoilers!

Look it's another one of those long author notes aha...

Psychedelic zebras and annoying oranges,

~Your bæ xoxo