Real Love

Fitting Into His Life (Wayo)

"I'm such a tramp." I whisper out as I pull my fingers through my hair.

I can't believe I did that. I never thought I was that type of man but apparently I am. I just offered myself to him after seeing him for a couple of hours. It only took him being sweet.  I basically told him 'feed me ice cream and I'll open my legs to you'!

Not only that I initiated it! What's worse is that I want to do it again. I want to do more. I think I shot myself in the foot by telling him he had to wait to seal the deal.  Seal the deal Pha!  Damn you for listening.

I've been berating myself since I woke up two hours ago.  It was surreal to wake up naked and wrapped in his arms.  His strong arms held me tight despite the fact that he was sleeping.  I couldn't help stretching a bit so that I could reach his neck.  I inhaled deeply, his musky smell was still strong and making my thoughts fuzzy.

I slowly slipped out of his grasp and grabbed my bag before locking myself in the bathroom.  During my shower, after my shower, while getting dressed, and now just sitting here I've been reprimanding myself for my recent choices.

A soft knock brings my self-loathing to an end and I stand to face reality. I open the door and come face to face with a fully dressed and relaxed looking P'Pha.

"Strange question, but I didn't expect this to happen.  So, you can cum?" He asks.

"I perform all human bodily functions. How satisfying would sex be if your partner didn't also feel gratification from it?" I ask.

"That's true." He says still thinking about it.

"In easier terms, I'm basically a clone with artificial intelligence." I explain.

"So you experience everything a human does?"

"Yes."

"You can get sick, maybe even die." He asks.

"Yes, that's true although as far as I know that hasn't happened yet." I explain.

"Good thing my companion is a doctor, right?" I ask with a wink.

He takes on a worried expression.  Most people aren't aware that companions are that way.  They assume they will live forever like turtles.   In fact a companion has a normal human lifespan.  How lonely would they be if they outlived everyone? That is not something I want for our creations.

"How do you feel about going out to lunch?" He asks changing the subject.

I see.  Avoidance is best in this situation.

"Sure, I would love to. You choose since I haven't been here for a while." I say.

"Have you been to Thailand before now? Is that possible? Weren't you just created?" He asks.

Dammit. That was a slip.

"We go through simulations that include sets that look like the cities we'll be living in." I lie.

We don't do that. Who could afford to make a set for each city one of our companions will go to?

"Wow, they go all out." He says.

He believed that?  Oh my poor Pha.  Please don't be this easy to trick.  I'm not sure that you could handle the fun I would have at your expense. I love teasing. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy.

"So do you have any thoughts about a place to eat?" I ask.

"I do, but I'm not sure if you'll like it." He says hesitantly.

"Try me."

"It's a sushi.."

"YES!!! I love sushi." I interrupt.