All this time she tought she made the right decision, breaking up with him.. till now.
Going in a short holiday back home all her feelings for him start to feel alive again .
But maybe now it's to late!!
( Please note that this is my first book, my...
"I want no ordinary lover . I want a fucking storm. I want sleepless nights and endless conversation at 4am. I want passion , I want madness. I want someone who makes my hole body shiver from a distance and also pull me close to make sense of all my bones . "
All our life we are searching for true love. Even from when I was a little girl I was dreaming about the prince on a white horse . But real life it's not easy at all , sometimes you have to be so far from people you love and make decisions witch you're not sure about.
My first kiss .. was with the boy I liked . Not sure if we can use the word 'love' for him because sometimes you are just to young to understand what love is . Even now at 26 I am wondering ..Do I really know what this three words , eight letters means?!
So going back , George was the most beautiful guy from my village. All the girls wanted to be with him, including me of course. The only problem was that he was bigger than me with 6 years. Was hard even to speak with him , he was not thinking about me in that way.
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When I turned 18 , my birthday wish was to be with him , even just for one summer. At the end of this three beautiful months I had to go back to school in the city and George had to stay in the village after his mum's death and take care of the hole family.
One night after my birthday party we went on an outside party with my cousin Viki : - I want you to help me ! I know you and George are friends, so please ask him to have just one dance with me . Tell him that it was my birthday or come up with something. - Are you sure it's a good idea Alexandra ? Look he's surrounded by so many girls and all his friends. Maybe he will say no! You will look like a fool. - It's a risk witch I will take. I just want to speak with him. My dear cousin she help me ... but my happiness was short . He came at me and we start to dance slowly having for background a romantic song .
- Hello beautiful girl, he said to me . In that moment of happiness I was sure that all the butterflies from the earth are gathered in my stomach . All my body was shaking but I felt that I am above the clouds.. just me and him .
- Hello, I said smiling back .Thank you for accepting. - For nothing , Viki told me that yesterday was your birthday. I hope you made a wish. - Yes, my prince! And we both start to laugh.
Yes, I said in my mind, it's all about you . And hopefully soon will come true. We was talking about our lives, he was that boy with a huge smile and a big heart. It felt that I am falling in love with him more and more ...looking in each other eyes , mine was shining because of him, but his because he was a bit drunk. At the end of the dance he whispered in my ears :
- So for your birthday little princess , may I give you a kiss ?!
I felt so unhappy knowing that it was my biggest wish to have this opportunity but it was not real. He was dizzy and all the voices from my head was agreeing on one thing : next day he will not remember our moment, our dance, our small talk, so I whispered back :
